mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
,
And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Friday, 12 December 2008

im feeling ... really crappy again ...
damn . not sick physically crappy .
more like sick mentally crappy ):
someone bring me out !
rawr !
hahah !
you knw wht ? i wish i did agree to go overseas this holiday
tsk .
ohwells
next year im signing up for the advent trip
idontwannastayinsingapore
iwannarunaway. faraway.
wherenoonecanfindme
andiknwi'llfinallybesafe
)': yes im not a happy person today
and i hate myself being like that.
yes i knw how to make myself happy again
but for some weird reason
i'd rather leave myself suffering):
dumb retarded me...
i miss grace.
i miss sammy.
i miss edward.
i miss robin.
i miss desiree.
i miss edwin.
i miss shuxin.
i miss jade.
i miss dionne.
i miss zoie.
i miss beverly.
i miss tabsy.
i miss ratsy.
i miss my imaginary friend.
)':
someone just kill me already.
tsk. hell. im even missing crazy people i dont knw well....
rawr !
i should stop here. cos im talking nonsense.
bleahhs.
i dont like him. i get that.
do i like anyone?
nope.
do i still like E?
nope. it only hurts
cause i guess im just upset that
he moved on faster thn me.
i know of a way to stop the pain actually
i'll just wipe out my memories.
just like eveything else.
sometimes, im glad that im mental
it makes everything else easier
but today i feel like im just one mistake away
from You leaving me this way
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:22