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Nerissa Clarice Tan
13th May
Simply adores curious clothes , quirky songs and funny shows .
Oh , did I mention ? She love/hates her favourite people too
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dream like dreamers do♥.
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just another crush♥.
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In 365 Days♥



"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.

Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.

Welcome to 365 Days of my life.

In 365 Days

just ask♥

ask them questions
don't leave your answers





choreographers♥
designer
basecodes
headers
picture
colour codes

crash and burn

Monday 30 May 2011


wish we could just run away

from all the politics
all the mess
all the screw-ups

if it weren't for NT and YL
my ass would be fried now
i feel guilty to have let my group down
especially when everyone worked so hard

i feel like im not doing enough
i feel like i can't make it
i feel like quitting all over again

fml

Travel to the moon
You're asleep, as you work out your dreams
There's no one here
While the light of the stars toys with me

In order to become strong
I have to remember how to smile
If we're together, I can do it

Realize that...
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
I keep on shouting
I'm sure all I have to do
Is pull in the thread that connects our hearts
So the person I was back then
Would open her eyes
No need to cry

Travel in silence
I can reach you if I stretch out my hands
The only memory I have of you
Is so far away

I can hear your voice
If I close my eyes
Even a little pain
Would be nice

Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if you get lost, blown away by the wind
I'm here waiting for you
I look up at the sky
I was protecting my heart
With outstretched hands
Until the person you were back then
Looked back
No need to cry

(Feel something, feel nothing
Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet
Listen closely, listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

Realize that...
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
I keep on shouting
I'm sure all I have to do
Is pull in the thread that connects our hearts
So the person I was back then
Would open her eyes
No need to cry




so we said; thee, thee, hear. 19:36


coeur de pirate

Sunday 29 May 2011


you stole my heart on a summer's breeze
and rode off in the winter's storm


Fact #10
it'll always rain when you forget to bring your brolly
so don't bring it

Fact #9
always keep photographs and letters because memories can be forgotten
don't forget to write some too

Fact #8
it'll always seem difficult now, so hang on longer
because when you look back it'll seem easier

Fact #7
sometimes spending time means sitting in front of each other, not saying a word
because silence speaks volumes

Fact #6
relax. life's actually easier then it seems.

Fact #5
don't regret. anything, everything.
look back and say, "It was brilliant."

Fact #4
keep dreaming. because the bigger you dream the higher you rise

Fact #3
i say stupid things when i'm depressed. thank you for putting up with it

Fact #2
is a secret hope that you'd catch me when i fall

Fact #1
is a continuation of Fact #2. because i'm terribly, impossibly, completely, utterly and irrevocably in love with you.

what happens after that?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:20


sunshine after the rain

Thursday 26 May 2011


it's the light at the end of the tunnel
the sunshine after the rain
that keeps us going


you need to hold on
we are all broken people inside
but we're strong
it's not over yet

they'll break us down even more
they'll push us past our limits
they'll hurt us till we can't get up

but we'll get up
we'll fight harder
we'll learn to fly high

because we can


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 11:28


realization

Sunday 22 May 2011


I met a boy by the river
And we made love by the fire


I'm a girl
and I can't understand girls
I don't get them most of the time
unless they're simple
and don't need attention

I can't read their minds
and more than once
they are the worst people to have around
because they turn around and hurt you

I'm a girl
and i don't like girls

but boys are on a whole new playing field
because they can break your heart


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:59


intervention

Sunday 15 May 2011


when you least expect it
the tides will change


c'est magnifique
mumbling mumbles
your broken teeth shows

it seems like "sorry"s'
the only thing i can say
i don't know what else
i can do
to ease your pain

i'm messed up
outside and in
maybe its better
if we didn't see each other for awhile

i don't know anymore


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:45


perceptions and exceptions

Thursday 12 May 2011


Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree
Travel the World and the Seven Seas
Everybody's looking for something


beauty is skin deep
you get old
you get wrinkles
you get fat and lumpy

wit and candor
you need to survive
to be able to charm gold from rocks
is a gift eternal

there is a kindness
where the ugly ones always get the best
because beauty is unfortunately
only skin deep


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:54


fast forward to the year 2014

Monday 9 May 2011


speed up the time
it moves too slow
but slow it down at those special moments
it moves too fast


maybe if i knew what was in it for us
i wouldn't fear so much
maybe if i could fast forward the time
and everything would be over
i'll start over


too many plans
too many hopes
too many dreams

we can't stop now that we're here


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 19:50


thy future;

Wednesday 4 May 2011


holding hands
hobbling down the street
just you and me


because we can't stop talking to each other
because we have dreams together


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:37


summer rain , winter breeze



we'll kiss
even if no one agrees


give or take a couple of years
i'll stand up there with you one day

i don't know what gives me the courage to say so
or what madness drives me

but i'm taking that risk
will you?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:04


sugar rush

Sunday 1 May 2011


i'm screaming
but you can't seem to hear me


I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I"m never alone

there's more then one way to God
yours isn't the only way
though the road is constricted
it's not the only road

what matters most
is you get there at the end


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:29