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Sunday 31 May 2009

i rather die thn to take my Mother Tongue O Levels
gahhhh
lemme die cannnnnn ?

me and jerome (hence forth known as egoistic liar or romey)
made a bet
he says tht i wont make it to SP
i say i will
so he says if i do get in
he'll give me a special and personal welcome
for suaning him on msn
damn
talk about mean
i said i'll go up to him and say 'hi' thn run like hell
he said tht i should
wht an ass

plus he called me an ass just to start a new topic
wht an annoying egoistic liar

rawr !

hahah this post is absolutely random
hahah !


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:16




suddenly
a part-time love affair doesn't sound tht bad
hahah

the problem is
who to have it with

lol father simon will drag me
into the counselling room if he heard

i've got O level chinese tomorrow
im friggin' scared
i suppose tht would teach me to be lazy
and not go for the CL mugging session
gahhhhhhhh
anyone want to help me ?

ugh. i can feel your 'serves-you-right-for-not-studying' looks now
damn cold... stop looking freaks


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:02



Saturday 30 May 2009

daddy got me a new laptop :O
hahah some weird brand manufactured in the UK
but assembled in Singapore
sooo it's supposed to be good ? hahah
thankyou daddy :D

mummy bought me a new phone W905 :DD
hahah
talk about expensive
i've beeen spending too much money this month
time to stop this bad habit
hahah but then again
i havent been splurging recently
so i suppose its forgivable ?
hahah thankyou mummy

apparently my parents do read my blog
that's seriously freaky ?!
hah that's how my mum found out about my belly piercing too
i didnt get a scolding
but daddy said in this world-weary voice not to pierce so many holes
and asked me to be careful and watch out for infections
mummy gave me THE look
gahh hahah

yes im posting frm it now
its small and pink
hahah baby kind-of pink
and so small im having a hard time getting used to the keyboard
hahah
supposed to meet weiqiang and god knows who else for a chinese mugging session
but i didnt feel like going
i still dont
sorry ):



im so in lurve with this show
hahah me my brother and my cousin
hahah its so cute larhhs
which reminds me
i need to go get the new issues of TRC and VK
damn and i need to save money too
gahhhhh


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:46




"Because, when you're lost and fallen, all you want to do, is just to run away," she whispered, letting the wind carry away her words. Her arms wrapped tightly around her, she shivered, even though it wasn't cold. Her shoulders were slumped and for once in her life, she felt like she had lost control. She didn't like it. She didn't like the feeling at all. Losing control, feeling things slipping out of her grasp. And yet, she was unable to stop it. To prevent it from falling apart. All she could do was to stare and wait, wait for everything to just disappear.



y'know, when a girl loves a guy
she's willing to travel to the sun and back for him
she's willing to bring the moon down to earth for him
she's willing to die for him
even the hardest and coldest girl
is willing to do anything for her guy

but when a guy loves a girl
it's a different story altogether
maybe one in every million is willing to do the same for her
but the rest just cant and wont be bothered

i've met afew guys who'd do anything for their girl
unfortunately
they're either unappealing or my best friends

i've met countless of girls who'd do anything for their guy
but at the end of the day,
they still end up heartbroken

so tell me
why do i still believe in true love
knights in shinning armour
and Prince Charmings ?

because i've seen too much to not to believe in fairytales
losing these fairytales would mean
losing everything i have left to live for
i'd lose the little hope i have left
that things'll get better


i do hate myself sometimes you know
contradicting myself and all
sometime i do wish
that i'd just leave it as it is
and stop thinking so much
gosh is there an off button somewhr ?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:15



Friday 29 May 2009

you know...
i realise i signed myself up for alot of activities
that i don't really want to go...
not that im being a freak or anything
i just have a sudden bout of depression
and just want to emo alone
gahhhhh

hahah retardedness affecting

anyway
shuxin came over today:D
finally spent some quality time with her
after soooooo looooooooooooong
hahah
we baked cupcakes ! :D
YES THEY'RE EDIBLE RETARD
i know wht you're gonna say
assssss
lol
we had to try quite afew times though
my first try was alright
but the subsequent batches were all burnt
hahah
until our last two batches
they came out great
especially the last one
that one was the best !
hahah we're going to try again on friday
maybe all 24+ cupcakes will turn out right :DD
shall post the pictures whn i can upload them
or otherwise known as feel like uploading thn upload
hahah

ohohoh

HAPPY FIRST MONTH YOU ! [in advance]
hahah stay happy alright ?
andandand ily always ;D

last day of school
monday O level Chinese
faggggggggg D:

i really would appreciate it
if i could have someone to talk to
i really would be grateful
for someone whom i can share this with


ugh. hahah
im so damn tired =/


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:52



Tuesday 26 May 2009

falling in love all over again
teehee(:

aint it just sweet ?
hah

i realized i've got alot of stuff to talk about
but like most of it probably wont mean a thing to insensitive souls
hahah

yeap it's one of those rants
hahah

ohohoh
hah got great news :D
father simon made me the president of the Magnificat group
lol im like honoured stunned shocked and zomg scared
hahah

im worried tht i wouldn't be able to do a good job
and that i'll let everyone down
hahah its quite frightening
but i'll try
faith in Him brings no boundaries
trust and faith and well... self-belief
hah

go nerissa ! make this group explode !


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:20



Saturday 23 May 2009

yesyes blogging three times
fag
i dont care
what can i do ?
im at CBC [read changi beach club]
daddy's coaching
i really dont like the idea of staring at dien
while he bowls
after all
he did suan me for like 2 whole freaking hours
asshole
rawr
hahah

so i can only blogggggg
which is quite retarded
shall go exploring after this post
hahah

y'know
i really dont get why retards
would put 'all content found on the blog entries are copyrighted of *inserts owners' name* please seek my permission before use'

like you can actually post something useful ?
i mean not counting adults and all
but teenagers dont really post interesting stuff ?
unless you're like uhmm
some of my friends
who post about food [read markyoung and samseng]
and stuff
or like me who wonders about life love and everything else
honestly the rest is basically bullcrap about what you did in school today
which retard pissed you off
etc

and for us who DO post meaningful stuff
we honestly dont care if you use it ?
unless it's my work stuff
like my stories and poems and stuff
you can use it but like let me know or dump the link to my blog in your post
give the blogger credit
of course dont bother linking this blog though
this one i use for rants about retards that screw up life
which is basically ME
hah

yeap
this is another one of my random rants
hah

off to explore changi now
should i go to the OCGH ?
hahah


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 17:26




desiree really knows how to pull a girl out of darkness
hahah
forget to mention that
had heart to heart talk after K-ing
with robin as a girl of course :P
teehee

Imma tell you a story here it goes:

Listen,
Let me say this face to face
Before you walk away from me
Listen up baby
We know things ain't gunna change
I love you but she's in the way
Where does that leave me? woahh
What a mess so wrapped up in you
And theres nobody else for me
In my heart I am so confused
But I keep telling myself..

Forget you
That's all I wanna do
I gotta face the truth
Cause this just ain't no good for me
Forget you
I really wish I could, get you off my mind
As hard as I may try I cant forget you

I just gotta forget you

Bri talk to em
Baby heres where i went wrong
Thinkin I could have you
Even though I knew the truth
You were with somebody else
Don't mean no disrespect
But she aint got nothing on me woah woahhh
What a mess wish that i could get over you
My hearts tellin me to..

Forget you
That's all I wanna do
I gotta face the truth
Cause this just ain't no good for me
Forget you
I really wish I could, get you off my mind
As hard as I may try I cant forget you

Wish things were different but they're not
You and I will never be
And thats what is killing me
Best thing for me to do is go and find somebody new
But that wont happen till i forgeeeeeeeet you...
do dah do do do do do

Forget you
That's all I wanna do
I gotta face the truth
Cause this just ain't no good for me
Forget you
I really wish I could, get you off my mind
As hard as I may try I cant forget you

And that's the story
Now you know how I feel
And that's all I gotta say


tell you something
11july coming
i'm damn freaking scared
just how scared ?
scared enough that im damn close to using the f-wrd
):
freeeeeeeeeeeeeeak
sometimes i do wish my life wasn't so complicated
that again
its only as complicated as we make it out to be
fag. i hate myself sometimes =/

tsk.
did you know that the guy that sang
"Always look on the bright side of life"
committed suicide ?
either its that guy or some other singer who sang an equally optimistic song
hahah oh the irony

sometimes
when i cross the road
and a car comes
i really want to stop walking and let it bang me down
just to see if it'll hurt
then there are days
where i just want to jump out of the window
so that i can 'fly'
for like 1second
hilarious much ?
i've got like probably nothing much left to live for anyway
living it day by day just trying to hang in there
ohyeah i'm losing my mind
i think i shall join robin in IMH

i suppose i can understand why robin went gay
he got so sick of girls he decided 'screw girls, get me a guy'
i get that too
y'know ? if my next relationship [with a guy obviously] doesn't work out nicely
i just might do that to
whenever that[the relationship] is

then again God could be giving me a BIG FAT sign
telling me to be a nun instead
seeing how the guys he keep giving me are freaking assholes
with exceptions though
ahwell
we'll see
maybe twenty years down the road
you'll see me in a habit
with no hair
hah !


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 16:42




had a fab friday night out
it was celebration of my birthday, sammy's birthday and end of mid-years
lol
had so much freaking funnnnnn :D
pity we can onl do more of it after O's ):

so anyway met robin sammy and marc at marinebowl
poor marc was sickkkk ):
xiaoweeeeeee get well soon alright ?
and he still came ohmy =/
waited for desiree and edward to arrive
edward called so went and meet him

did this freaking hilarious thing
we were walking to marine bowl
whn he suddenly put his arm around me
and i put my arm around his waist
and we walked in to the bowling alley like that
making robin and sammy laugh like !@#$
hahah
dumb wife

went to hk cafe to have dinner
desiree came later on
had dinner
sent poor marc home ):
walked to CSC to give chaufong his dinner

on the way dared each other to do stupid stuff
sammy pretended to be some architect
and ask some couple for their feedback about some weird building edward drew
apparently he drew the TP library hahah
edward talked to a dog-owner asking her if the dog was her bestie [wth?]
i asked some random guy for his number lol
robin whistled at some girl
desiree being innocent had to pinch clement at the club
hahah
aww desssss :DD

headed to des house to sing K
lol we all took turns to sing duets together LOL
freaking funny
sammy stayed at the club though ):
edward left early
daddy picked me and robin up at 1.30+++
sent robin home reached home at 2+ 3
hahah

best fun i had in years
shall post the pictures when i get them
rawr now back to mugging for O's ):


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 16:30



Sunday 17 May 2009

zoieeeeeeeeeeee !
i got a song
but i need someone to put down it's tuneeeeeeeeeeeeees
pretty please be awesomely fantastic and be that someoneeeeeeeeee
teehee

went to plazasing with dionne today
remember the life-changing decision i said i made
yeah well i did it
i got a belly piercing :O
shhhhhhhhhh dont scold me
yeah you !

rawr. robin's first reaction was 'stupid girl'
edward's was 'poke somemore hole larhhs. why ? got new bf already arh?'
now im waiting for grace's reaction
thn the scoldings will be complete(:

ohyeah i know you all too well


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:32




lol okay
so i lied
i said i would post the day after my birthday
but i didn't
but i have a good reason for lying
i was busying being a good girl
studying :D

hahah

anywayyyy
thanks to everyone one who made my birthday special(:
you know what's my favourite gift after all
hahah
just wish me happy birthday. you'll make me happy over the simple fact that you remembered
thr was a downer though
and im like really upset but it
but i really should't be
cause it'll be wallowing in self-pity

right
back to the birthday itself

had lunch with dien and kaiyuan
hahah crazy retards
bully all the poor broadricians around
went to leisure park
had lunch at pastamania
they bullied me ):
they went and put tobasco sauce in my pasta
when they knew i couldn't eat spicy food at all
ass
so i did the smartest thing(:
i made dien trade with me
cause kaiyuan had tobasco in his
hahah

they brought me to coffeebean
and bought me this raspberry cheesecake :DD
and being retards
starting singing the birthday song extremely loudly :O
you can imagine how red my face was

headed upstairs to eat this chilli dog
dien made me eat one mouthful
and i started tearing
super spicyyyyyyyyyyy DD:

hahah went home after that to go for tuition

jinren and mark gave me this cute teddy bear :DD
hahah
its on my bed now hahah with my other teddys
haven't named it though.
any ideas ?

zoie wrote this awesome song for me
she and dionne sang it for me through th phone
making me cryyyyyyyyy D:
gahhhhhh i quote jeremy 'you guys are awesome !'
hahah

having dinner this coming friday
with robinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and edwardddddddddddd and sammyyyyyyyyyyy [maybe]
hahah hope they can make it

robin i'm supposed to go that 'way' first . not you ?!


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:15



Wednesday 13 May 2009

sweet sixteen ! ;DD

hahah will post more tomorrow alright ?
hahah


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:48



Tuesday 12 May 2009

had bio paper today
zomg. i screwed up quite alot mannnnn D:
studied hard yesterday
died trying to explain chem to mark and pop

night time was studying bio
suddenly kaiyuan called
freeeeeeeak
make me high only
both of us went crazy and decided to call my naggy kor
dien *duh*
hahah needless to say
all my efforts to study bio went down the drain
hahah
ahwell
i suppose its alright
since they're finally talking again

got me a little worried
that they were fighting
and refusing to talk to each other
like a pair of nursery school kids
and i felt so guilty
thinking that it was all my fault
cause of *censored secrets that you're not supposed to knw*


teehee
bio paper 1 and emaths paper 1 tomorrow
dien and kaiyuan coming to school :D yay
hahah crap man
wont be able to concentrate

after tht tuition
thn maybe going for that thingy that i said was life-changing
hahah !


i learnt an important life lesson today
i learnt that
9/10 of guys are plain ass jerks
the other 1/10 are either taken or just gays


now, ain't that just sad ?
and here i was
thinking that i'll be swept of my feet
by Prince Charming one fine day
someone burst the bubble i'm living in please

...

but then again
is it that bad to dream of the impossible ?
hahah
i'm like thinking
people like me are going to make their friends suffer badly
shan't say why
not here anyway
hah
if you're smart
you'll figure out where(:


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:02



Monday 11 May 2009

i just probably made one of the biggest life-changing decisions in my life
or not
hahah up to you to decide
wont tell you wht is it
not till i get it done tho
hahah :D
which might be friday
i suppose :O


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:16



Saturday 9 May 2009

papers i'm unfortunately left with

- English
- Chinsese
- Geography
- Social Studies
- Emaths
- Biology
- Chemistry
- Physics

english was average
chinese im screwed
geog im dead
ss was so-so
ohmannnnn D:

"It's called 'soul murder'. That's what you're talking about, aren't you?"
her hushed tones, afraid to break the silence. Amber eyes stare back at yours, waiting in anitcipation. You look at her, tears forming at the corner of your eyes, unable to answer her. "Oh god..." she whispered, reaching out to hold your now trembling form, "Oh god, my baby." She cries for you, crying the tears that you refuse to let go of, holding you tightly, as if you would slip away.

Than again, you might. Just so that it would all go away...


new oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(: hahah
view it hereeeeeeeeeeeeeee

amusing how i can still come up with stuff
especially when im supposed to be studying...
i can like see those certain people shaking their heads at me now...


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:08



Tuesday 5 May 2009

faggers should like just die.
i think exams are getting on everyone's nerves
people are like breaking up
fighting
PMS-ing [girls AND guys]
wth man ?

i got like crap lot of revision incompleted
geog i only finished 3/4 of ONE chapter
i havent done any SS at all
and my humans papers are on friday [yes BOTH papers , THIS friday . tell me how screwed am i .]
SS teacher's a b-word
the whole class wants to boycott SS exam
hahah that will be like hilarious
we're so gonna fail our SS O's if they dont change our teacher quick

im freaked by chem and physics paper
i think my bio improved by a little weensy bit
my emaths grade a going up by like 1cm [yay !]
but im still screwed if they give me angles and circles and what-nots
screw CL i shall focus on the EL :D hah !
i seriously and sincerly hope that
i wont feel like not writing on EL paper
cause if that happens
i'll screw free-writing [paper 1] up
which is like impossible to screw
but i can actually screw :O
hahah
i failed my last compo [dressing]
cause i didnt feel like writing :O
rawr ! so pleaseohpleaseohplease
lemme feel like writing on thursday
so that i can rub it in *ahemahem* face :DD
hahah screw her too :P

i said alot of screws in this post
i should start saying nails or something
ahahah it's the exams
i lost my brains to talk like im smart :D
hahah

markyoung took my chem mo-mo paper home D:
i realised i wrote new crap on it
and i wanted to continue D:
tsk.
but i guess it's good ?
keep me focused to my geog textbook DD:
yeah right


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:43



Monday 4 May 2009




What we shared was no ordinary..
I feel the same until you had to go and stab my heart like
What we share was no ordinary..
I feel the same until you had to go and stab my heart like
OUCH!

Six thirty in the morning
I've arrived early from tour
Step into the house
I'm walking up the stairs
1 step, 2 step, 3 step, 4
I'm on the second floor
I'm opening the door,
I could not brace myself for what I saw
Who's this woman in my bed
"Names Shaniqua and what"
Na, Get the hell up off my baby

Now she the type of lady
that every man needs,
she's straight up feisty,
She keeps me on my feet,
but I don't wanna f**k things by sex
There's some other hoe in our bed,
what are you taking me for,
To hell with you,
to hell with me,
Yeah I never wanna see your face again

Where the fuck do you think you is going
I loved you so much but you cheated on me,
What we shared was no ordinary,
I feel the same until you had to go and just tear my heart like (ouch)

It use to be the other way around but,
The story changed my heart is breaking,
You need to recognize she was just a , (ahh)
I think its time for me to go

Semi brown skin beauty had to get it back.
I understand she's upset,
she wants to kick and slap
True say I'm from the slum,
I wouldn't never stand for that
Think underneath the bridge
with that fake looking twat
Now remember when we were financially unstable,
Channel 1 to 5 no sky or cable,
had to do some dirty work in order to be able
To take care of you and put food on the table

Actions speak louder then words,
I can't blame her for wanting the worse,
She might be wishing that I'm dead,
but i know she don't mean it,
Think when i found those nikeys i couldn't believe it
Remember when we had the feds knocking at our door
You took care of the stash and hid the money from the draw
You done the right thing,
they had me up on the floor
So you saved me from getting 5 years or more

Where the fuck do you think you is going
I loved you so much but you cheated on me,
What we shared was no ordinary,
I feel the same until you had to go and just tear my heart like (ouch)

It use to be the other way around but,
The story changed my heart is breaking,
You need to recognize she was just a , (ahh)
I think its time for me to go

See hows this suppose to solve the situation,
When were both as stubborn as each other

We would argue for hours over something dumb
"What the fuck" ssh. conversation done

Our ego trips never use to help us get nowhere,
You should know this by now
When you shout i smile, When you hit me i laugh,
I get all cocky like bitch go run me a bath

So you wanna play it like that
But baby i can get back
You Dont wanna feel my Ouch Ouch Ouch
Ive done it before, ill do it again
Just
Leave me alone..

Where the fuck do you think you is going
I loved you so much but you cheated on me,
What we shared was no ordinary,
I feel the same until you had to go and just tear my heart like (ouch)

It use to be the other way around but,
The story changed my heart is breaking,
You need to recognize she was just a , (ahh)
I think its time for me to go


truth in the lyrics much ?

brings alot of long forgotten memories back doesn't it ?
hahah ahwell.
i suppose i should really take my own advice sometimes.
hahah . selective memory


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 19:10



Sunday 3 May 2009

someone bring me go watch Harry Potter movie
pretty pleasssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssse

i swear i haven't watch one in two years :O

be nice and make my day
say you'll bring me on a date


hahah rhyming man !

but i dont want go with wifeeeeeeeee
hahahah i owe him like 2 movie tickets and a meal i think :O omg
i hate you wife . :D hahah
not really larhhs
actually i quite lurbblurbb euuxzx
hahahah fickle-minded ?!

sister should really stop trying to seduce my wife
he's mine okay! :D
im so dumping you in IMH :DD
and you should really go.
why ? (:
because i lurbb euu xDD

me : abnormal pig :D hahah i need a study buddy): you free? D: hahah
abnormal pig : arr. i going cut hair. just wake up :D
me : abnormal pig. :D after you cut hair?
abnormal pig : dont know maybe go play
me : rawr. ohwell.
abnormal pig : haha feel lonely ar ?
me : wait. i go one corner emo first thn tell you:D


ohman. the retarded conversations i can have...
hahah


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 11:07




had a study session with htet yesterday
lol freaking hilarious
we were doing chem the mo-mo concept
and he was like doing it all WRONG
like he doesn't use the formulas at all
and i was like struggling and struggling with the retarded formulas
but he finished the freaking thing faster thn me
and got the same retarded answers as me
wth ?
retarded man .

shuxin please shuddup . i know what you're thinking

anyways
i like really wanna curse and swear at a certain couple *glares at them*
muahahah

xinyi
seriously tell me
how many times did you really tell him how unhappy you are
and thn tell me
how many times did you think of how unhappy he was
he called me up y'know ?
i've heard his side of the story
i haven't heard yours
so i shall defend him first
thn defend you
after i hear from you(:
:D ain't i nice ?
right.

so judging by what he said
and what i got from your blog
problem one is the maple game

sooooooo
on his part he should really stop playing
and start going out with you
on your part you should really stop inviting the whole world on your dates
seriously
even i'd get pissed if each time i went out with my guy
he'd invite some retard that i've never seen
and probably never will notice for the rest of my life
and i'd probably name him
'the lightbulb guy that came on my date with my guy'
for the rest of his pathetic life

of course he doesn't mind if
you invite sara or me
at least he knows us
but c'mon
dont invite some random person
whom you know but he doesn't know

problem twoooooooo is shihyao
ummm woman, are you really that blind ?
yeah him and you are friends
but C doesn't feel comfy that you're so close with each other
can't you introduce them
and go out together as a group sometime ?
go with sara though(: hahah
for the obvious reasons that i cant be bothered with you guys much :D
basically when he tells you to stop contacting shihyao
it means 'im scared he'd steal my girlf away.'
unless you're really that blind and retarded [which you can be(:]
you might want to consider making shihyao and C bestfriends(:
you'd have an easier time as C would be able to trust him then

problem threee shouldn't really be a problem
this time round i'd say
you're just being paranoid
c'mon i see him everyday in school
and i haven't seen him sniffing around her at all
he's deeply in love with you
when i talk to him
all i hear about is youyouyou
so much that i actually get sick and tired of hearing about you
honestly.
stop being such a paranoid freak will ya ?

fourth problem....
i'd say you're an ass
i mean wouldn't you get madddddd
if he told you that he's tooo busy to talk to you
but he has time to call up his friends to chat ?
i would .

don't get me wrong
im not on his side
neither am i on yours
i just want to settle your retarded problem
and go sleeep
cause i've not only lost my life
im also sleep-deprived
it's the fag O's i tell ya
anyway that's my stand until you tell me what really happen
im fair okay :D
hahah loveya darlg(:


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 10:32



Friday 1 May 2009

going shopping with mummy later
gahhh its going to be longggggg
cause you knw how picky i am with my clothes
hahah
i remember shopping for CNY clothes
zomg.
3days and never buy anything
imma genius.
until last day thn go chiong
hahah

stuying later.
i shall do chem today
you know, im like not following my study schedule at all
i con mrLau's feelings man
hahah !
but he also keep conning ours . :P
will be going to send zhengyuan off at 9
D: whyyyyyyy ?
must think of us often okay ?
:D
hahah

my essay is still waiting to be read D:
zomg. why so slowwwwww ?
ugh . suspense is killing me man....

didnt go for marcus chua's party
hah i think if i went i'd feel out-of-place ?
couldn't be bothered too unfortunately :X
hahah

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

Say that you love
Say i'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die

So call me romantic
Oh i guess that must be so
Theres something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die

So there's little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last



don't we all ?
hahah

been reading the newspaper quite a bit
i think im under FatherSimon's influence now
cause everytime i read something bad
straight away my mind thinks why does he/she/these things happen
thn it goes on and on and on
........


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 12:53