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In 365 Days♥



"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.

Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.

Welcome to 365 Days of my life.

In 365 Days

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In 365 Days: Macaroons

Saturday 31 March 2012



Mumsy went out with Yeepo
And they got me macaroons
Which I have been dying to have in a very long time
Needless to say I was all-smiles that night

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:28


In 365 Days: Mental Note to Self

Friday 30 March 2012



Please visit your uncle and aunt some time soon
You miss them
And your cousin
And your grandparents.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:26


In 365 Days: Of Blue Neon Lights

Thursday 29 March 2012



We sent one of our friends off at the airport
And decided (after an extremely long and painful while) to go play pool
I sucked at it when I had first started
I still suck at it now.
I am, however, incredibly jealous of the boyfriend.
Is there anything that he isn't good at, at all?

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:24


In 365 Days: Greensleeves Ongoing

Wednesday 28 March 2012



I said that I loved Greensleeves
And bugged him to sing it to me
We compromised
So he's now learning how to play it on the piano

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:22


In 365 Days: Orange Dawn

Tuesday 27 March 2012



It was one of the few nights we managed to talked till the sun rose
It was an incredible orange-hued dawn
Like as though it was painted by some master

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:16


In 365 Days: Simple Dates

Monday 26 March 2012



I know a lot of people know that I have a disastrous cling to the good life
Hey, who doesn't like an expensive brunch on a lazy Sunday?
Or an amazing romantic dinner on an anniversary?
But sometimes, too much of a good thing gets boring
And expensive
It's incredibly refreshing to go back to the
"We don't have money so we'll just go for the cheap stuff" days

So we had dinner around our place
Headed out to town
And watched the light show at MBS

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:14


In 365 Days: The "Almost Sunrise" Moment

Sunday 25 March 2012



We tried to stay up for the sun to rise
But our, or rather, my body refused to be abused any longer
(I was running on a two, three hours worth of sleep from the night before)
We headed home when the sun started rising.
Oh well, beggars can't be choosers.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:12


In 365 Days: Filling Up My Lacking Teenage Years

Saturday 24 March 2012



So the boyfriend had this class chalet
And he very nicely brought me along
It was my first class chalet (although it wasn't with my class)
It wasn't that fantastic of a class chalet
But lest I filled up that missing part of my teenage years.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:10


In 365 Days: Those Were the Days

Friday 23 March 2012



We saw this dad and his two kids
Having a makeshift duel at the fitness corner downstairs.
Now, you and I both know the dad could've easily beaten the kids.
But he didn't.
And I thought, "Yeah, that's the kind of dad I'd want for my kids."

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:08


In 365 Days: And they were all yellow

Thursday 22 March 2012



Yellow orchids yellow orchids
Standing outside your door
Waiting, just waiting

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:05


In 365 Days: Truffle Fries Cravings

Wednesday 21 March 2012



It's the best fries you'll ever have.
After eating this, no way in hell will you ever crave for MacDee's french fries ever again.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:29


In 365 Days: Flown Off

Tuesday 20 March 2012



This guy right here has flown off to HK for 10 days.
It is annoying me to no end.
Are you reading this you punny, puny guy? (No pun intended of course)

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:24


In 365 Days: Modern Lights

Monday 19 March 2012



"This modern love
Is not enough
She said watch your back
I'm nobody's girlfriend
This modern love
Is not enough
Oh oh oh oh oh
They said one big exhale never did me no
Good"


- Matt Nathanson; Modern Love

I wouldn't mind a corner like this in my home when I grow up
It looks absolutely deliciously cozy and warm on raining days.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:22


In 365 Days: First Movie Date

Sunday 18 March 2012



We caught The Woman in Black today.
It was "full of surprises" indeed.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:21


In 365 Days: Starburst Effects

Saturday 17 March 2012



After I learned how to do this starburst effect
I can't seem to stop taking pictures like this.
Especially when its sunset.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:20


Pride

Friday 16 March 2012



I am a private person
I think kisses and hugs and sweet nothings
Should remain behind closed doors
It is nobody's business to know how we go about our relationship

Still
I wished you'd proudly call me yours
Not hide me away like some dirty little secret
Not to be seen or heard

Answer me honestly
What am I to you?

Sometimes I think you are all the same
Sometimes I think it's just me who's asking for too much
Sometimes I think I think too much
To the point I can't breathe

Let me leave you with the same warning I left with everyone else:
You're not the only one who cares
But I simply like the one who can care more then the rest can


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 06:23


In 365 days: Lonesome




The road is long and dreary when you walk alone.
Bring a friend along.

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In 365 Days: A sight for sore, sore eyes

Thursday 15 March 2012



"Walk me down the middle of the county fair
Walk me down the middle like you don't care
Walk me by the ferris wheel
And make sure that she sees
Let the whole world know you belong to me"


- The Band Perry; Walk Me Down the Middle

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 06:11


In 365 Days: White Day

Wednesday 14 March 2012



He remembered White Day
He remembered my passing comment that I made in jest
He wanted to come by because he promised me
Promised something I didn't remember

With every thing that he does
It makes me feel more of a fucked-up person
And for the umpteenth time I wish
I could just fall of the face of this earth
I wish I would just die already

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:40


In 365 Days: Garbage Cans

Tuesday 13 March 2012



That's where I threw you away
Without a second thought
Barely remember the action
And gone you were with the next.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:46


In 365 Days: Conteur




Il m'a raconté l'histoire de son père
Je suis honoré qu'il partage avec moi une histoire personnelle.
Il me l'a fait respecter comme une personne bien plus encore.
Il m'a fait respecter sa famille bien plus encore.
Je souhaite que je pourrais être un peu plus comme lui.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:13


In 365 Days: When you told me

Monday 12 March 2012



"I really love you."
You made my heart skip a beat.

And when you ask me
"What's on your mind?"
Every time I stared into space
You make me fall in love with you all over again.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:38


In 365 Days: être reconnaissant de

Sunday 11 March 2012



"I wish I grabbed the chance
To say to her
Life is too short so take the time to appreciate."


- Jonas Brothers; Appreciate

My best friend's dad passed away today
I don't know what I can say or do to make her and her family feel better
I feel so useless right now
And helpless
I hate feeling like that
I wish I could something
Anything
To make her smile and not hurt so badly

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:13


In 365 Days: Night Cycling

Saturday 10 March 2012



My first time cycling at night.
Seems like my secondary school memories were lacking.
But its okay!
I finally tried it any-o-how.
And with awesome people too!

I think that if I did it with whiny people
I'd probably would never do it again.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:07


In 365 Days: Girls' Night Out

Friday 9 March 2012



Even not meeting for so long
We could still talk
And crap
And bullshit
As though we met everyday

I'm probably lucky as hell to have met her.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:48


In 365 Days: That ciggarette smell

Thursday 8 March 2012



Keeps me safe
Reminds me I'm alive
Tells me I'm here for one more day
Lets me know it will hurt
But somehow I'll crawl through it.

"If I could negotiate a deal with whoever,
your god, or mine, or even the devil himself,
to take away years from my life
and give it to him,
I would.
Because I don't deserve those years
and he does.
He needs them."

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:30


In 365 Days: Street Lights and Stolen Kisses

Wednesday 7 March 2012



Hand in hand,
We walk down the road,
Not caring,
Completely lost in our own world.

But the niggling feeling that reality isn't too far away
Is what's on my mind when my smile drops
And no matter how much we try to avoid it
It keeps chasing after us
You can run babe
But it'll still be there when you come back

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:46


In 365 Days: Voyage dans le passé

Tuesday 6 March 2012



Helped someone to take pictures of their products
And I got this picture.
The lion looks like a really awkward statue.
But its actually an incense holder.
How cool is that ?

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:38


That Secret Smile




"Walls of insincerity,
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished
When I saw your face.
All I can say is
It was enchanting to meet you."

- Taylor Swift; Enchanting

I have a thousand and one things to tell my lovelies
A million things to squeal and moan about
But I'm not too sure if I should tell all my lovelies
What if things change between us again?

But I suppose I could answer the question on top of everyone's minds
I am happy
And feeling much better
My health isn't that bad anymore
I suppose you could say
I'm no longer facing that many uncertainties.


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:09


In 365 Days: Lorsque deux mondes entrent en collision

Monday 5 March 2012



I suppose you could say I took your advice to heart, Ash.
And I also suppose it could most probably be a decision I'd regret making.
But right now, I'm tired of trying to decide.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:18


In 365 Days: Secret Finds

Sunday 4 March 2012



Okay, not really.
But I've come to realise that whenever I go out with her,
I tend to have quite a bit of the most amazing food.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:17


In 365 Days: Cravings

Saturday 3 March 2012



So after cell,
We went to satisfy french fries cravings.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:15


In 365 Days: Salted Caramel

Friday 2 March 2012



It was extraordinary Salted Caramel ice cream
I went home satisfied.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:58


In 365 Days: Erase

Thursday 1 March 2012



Some days, I wish Lobotomy was legal.
I'd go for it without a second thought.

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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:33