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"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.

Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.

Welcome to 365 Days of my life.

In 365 Days

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Sunday 30 August 2009

"Religious commands are rooted in common behaviours that promote well-being and healthy relationships. By the time of Jesus, this connection to the deeper meaning of law and covenant had become glossed over by mere human traditions. When the Pharisees confronted the Jesus about the failure of his disciples to keep the ritual laws of washing, they were not concerned with either their closeness to God or to justice, but to undermine Jesus' authority. Jesus called the Jewish leaders back to the right attitude and behaviour rooted in hearts turned to God. It is not external behaviour that defines fidelity. Fidelity to the Law comes from living a deep internalization of its precepts.

The gospel hits home closer then we may think. What traditions do we blindly cling to? Are we doing this because we grew up doing them? Jesus calls us to look within us. Take a serious look at where our hearts lie and why we do what we do. The ultimate measure of how we regard the law is the growth of our relationships with each other and with God. This is what Jesus gave His life for, and there was no law about that."

too chim ?
hahah breaking it down,
the passage is asking when we go to church,
are we there to do 'lip-service' [i.e. going for the sake of going]
or are we there to do 'heart-service' [i.e. going there because we want to]
it also questions those who follow strictly by the book
challenging them to think
if they are true doing the right thing.
knowing the sacred rituals and such are important.
but how important can they be without faith?
faith is the root of these 'laws'
and these 'laws' aren't really laws
they are but a guidance to how we should live a Christian life
one can remember the do's and dont's in church
but at the end of the day
if you haven't got your faith
you haven't gone anywhere at all.


the passage in quotations were taken from the church bulletin
hahah sounds familiar ehh ?

its been a busyyyy weekend
between rushing out the class vidoes and cramming for prelims
slept a 5am last night trying to complete the class video
woke up at 9.30 and rushed to church

the primary2s were fidgety today ):
but some were really sweet
hahah
im getting so attached to them
their first confession's coming up
and im so excited for them
hahah
some of the primary2s gave us teacher's day presents
awwww :DD
hee
i got an adorable keychain
and two card
and a hug
hahah
they are just so sweet

im definitely gonna follow thm up to primary3
father simon says i dont have to be thr all the time
but i should establish a connection with thm
so that they'll feel comfortable with me
especially once they're older
and need a listening ear
so yeah
i'll definitely be with them till their confirmation(:


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:15



Wednesday 26 August 2009

nerissa's starving to death at home
waiting for mummy and daddy to bring home roasted duck for dinner
D:
heh :P

i shall study after dinner.
somehow food makes the studying faster:P

bet if i went up to your face
and told you i love you
you'd probably wouldn't even notice

bet if went up to you
and kissed you on the cheek
you'd probably wouldnt even care

so i shall just leave you there
with your adoring fans
and get on with life
my life


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 19:47



Tuesday 25 August 2009

im studying like im trying to force white hair to grow out of my skull
dont make sense ?
no surprise
my brain's dead like !@#$
hahah

anyways...
right...
got nothing much to say
only tht the past few days i feel like imma robot
cos its like im doing things
like... monotonously
just keep on doing what i have to
gosh.

and i have decided not to take part in the RDA writing competition
cos its like im writing for the sake of writing
and that's not a good enough reason to join the competition
plus i havent been putting in my all
cause i dont feel like writing it
and the story's crap
feelings wise
language and content are alright as usual
tsk.
annoying

i shall go now.
im talking to robin now
hahah
annoying brother :DD


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:48



Sunday 23 August 2009

robinnyyyy :DD
hahah it's a super cute name
for a super gay guy like you
loveya bro(:
anyway ,
remember whn i wanted to borrow your account to post a comment ?
didnt use it in the end
hah !
but you should really go see it
reminds me hell lot of myself
except the person's wayyyyy luckier thn me
so if you're curious to looky-see at what your
super-duber-uber-fantastic-awesome-lovable-darling sister has been up to
talk to me on msn
miss you much
....
actually not really :DD
hahah !
aww dont cry
I WANNA SEE HER !!!!!!
stop hiding her from me you retard.
i'll steal her all the same

i know what's the first thing im gonna do after my O's :D
bug grace :DD
havent seen her in a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time
i want hootch :DD
and i want it from you
so if you're reading this
please note it down
muahahah
can hear you cursing me now
bytheway
i owe you moneyyyy D:
very long already
its giving me nightmares
i need to pay you backkkk
hahah !


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:42



Thursday 20 August 2009

D:

see that face ?
it's called dying soon .
say byebye world .
cause im screwed up , down , left , right and center .


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:45



Monday 17 August 2009

it's like dont be someone you're not
dont live a lie
you think it'll be easy to climb out.
now, that is.
once you're in it too deep
you'll never get out again.
stuck. like me.
hell, i'll enjoy some company.
be who you wanna be
but dont create someone whom
you can never be.


guess what peeps.
i actually came up with a study schedule.
now go "WHOA!"
*grin* teehee

i've got O level EL oral tomorrow.
darn. why cant it be today ? D:
over and done.
wonder whn our MT results are coming out. =/
they keep postponing it
but i guess no news is good news
hahah
wish me much luck.
hah i think i'll actually need it.

peeling off the petals
"love me, love me not."
hush now,im trying to talk.
to call or not to call.
quieten your soul
and listen with your heart.
can you hear it sing?
or does it grate on your ears
like nails on the blackboard?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:17



Saturday 15 August 2009

blogger cant put pictures up .
screwwwww D:
its damn friggin' gayy
th dumb thing is argh !
forget it.
my other blog's screwed.
i cant put up new things
and th arty farty peeps cant see
ihateitihateitihateit
annoying or what man...

i suppose you can still go looky-see the old thingys
if you enjoy stories and poems and what-nots
hahah
the url is under links, below th friendster link
i should take down my friendster link cos i dont visit friendster much anymore
yeah imma lazy ass
gah.
either ways if you're lazy like me
the link is here http://angelin-denial.blogspot.com
hah if you're just gonna go there and spam
i suggest you dont go at all
cos it's all my work nonsense
just read, comment on th story / poem / whatever
and leave
constructive comments please.
i need to do my RDA story ASAP
talk about extreme lazyness
there's Magnificat meeting this Sunday
yay !
right
im talking crap now.
shall shuddup and just leave.
heh


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:04



Thursday 13 August 2009

Cause, if anything I’ve learnt,
I learnt that you’ll always break that one promise to yourself.
The one where you swore never to be hurt again.
The one where you vowed never to be so foolish once more.


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:34



Monday 10 August 2009

zomg .
my prelims time-table is out .
damn . it starts before the september hols
and end slightly after
im screweddddddd D:
andandand
they put socialstudies together with geog AGAIN !
wth ?
wonder which genius planned our timetable man
have to write like siao.
at least we have a one-week break which i definitely need desperately
i swear i wont go out at all and mug like mad
hah ! we'll see how true that'll be man :P


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 16:49



Saturday 1 August 2009

living a lie i can't escape from
can you remove my mask for me?


im supposed to work on my RDA story
but i ended up sprouting my usual nonsense
hah

my parents had a hilarious conversation yesterday morning

dad makes tea for mum
dad : say thank you lehh
mum : i do so many things for you, you also never say thank you
dad : but i so nice make tea
mum : i also very nice, do so many things for you
dad walks off, mum sips tea
mum [says to me] : heng i never say thank you, the tea is horrible

wth ? hahah !

have been on mc since wednesday
gosh. and its nearing the O's already
surprise surprise.
im panicking.
something i dont normally do.


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:34