Wednesday 30 March 2011

"I can fix that."
that's what you said
when i couldn't

and you did.
even when you couldn't
you kept trying.

but what happens when you get tired
of fixing things?

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:12

Monday 28 March 2011

i'm tired and you're plain bitchy

what's next ?
don't tell me that's all you've got
i know you better then that

who else do you like to screw ?
tell me straight in my face
don't be such a piss ass coward

ohwait
you are .
well now , that settles things doesn't it ?

wake up bitch , the world doesn't revolve around you

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:25

Monday 21 March 2011

to sleep on brushwood every night
and taste bitter gall before every meal

i'll remember
every word said
every insult given

i'll remember
every whip on my back
every scar left

i'll remember
even if you forget
even if you don't remember

i do

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:23

Friday 18 March 2011

you sing praises of God
and follow every Commandment to the 'T'
and yet you turn around and curse others
with the same mouth that had just praised Him

Let the one among you
who is WITHOUT sin
throw the first stone at her.

who are we to judge
who are we to say what's right and what's not
we may be the poorest of beggars
or the richest of men
we may be the greatest sinners
or the holiest man
but we are not God
and we do not have a right to judge

we are still human
priest or no priest
sinner or no sinner
we make mistakes

i will not say
i have not do anything
that does not please God
because i have
knowingly , unknowingly
i have

yet
it is not judgment i have here today
it is disappointment
pity
hurt

but i will not let myself fall to that level
i see the mistakes made
i will attempt not to follow

narrow the gate and constricted the road that leads to life
and those who find it are few.

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:32

Tuesday 15 March 2011

it's like the bitter taste of poison
and a knife twisting in my heart

it's irrational
senseless
ridiculous

you can try not to think of it
but it doesn't stop haunting you
changing you , affecting you

and me ?
i just want to run away
start over
hide under my blankets pretending it's not real
so that the stabbing pain in my chest would stop

but reality's not that nice
it likes to taunt you like that
till you can't take it
till you break

and yet
we can't stop wanting it
that sweet sweet poison we call
love

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:43

Monday 14 March 2011

i am speaking
but you're not really listening

because we all feel like this sometimes.

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:48

Saturday 12 March 2011

i fear for my heart
because i do not know
how many times
i can glue the fragments back together over and over again

because you say those three words
far too easily
because i don't like getting
my heart shattered

because i rather everyone else get hurt
than me
because i can't survive much
if you leave

but it'll be justified
if you did
because i'll just be getting my
just desserts

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:12

Friday 11 March 2011

can you cover your ears
and listen ?
can you close your eyes
and see ?

because i daren't speak my mind
words fail me
as i think about what
i need to tell you

you who always found
the courage to tell me things
whereas my courage
tend to dissipate when it comes to vital things

so i need you
to close your eyes and see
the things i need to show you

i need you
to cover your ears and hear
the important things i need to say

me demander, pourquoi j'ai pleuré

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:11

Wednesday 9 March 2011

i'll follow you to wonderland
and back

we talk
and that's important
more important than everything else
because once we stop talking
we drift away

and we don't want that now , do we?

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:24