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In 365 Days♥
"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Welcome to 365 Days of my life.
In 365 Days
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don't leave your answers
Connection
Thursday 7 November 2013
People always talk about soulmates like you'd only have one and you'd be in love with them and you'd eventually marry them.
I don't disagree with the fact that you'd be in love with them. But I realised that you'd never only have one. And you probably may not marry them, but they'll still be your soulmate anyway.
So maybe we were classmates for the longest of time,
Or we only met once a week on Saturday nights,
Or maybe we met in a club, through other friends,
And I never noticed your existence much. I mean, I knew you were there, I just didn't think you were anything special. You were people who I thought I could pass that moment with.
But somehow you've managed to wriggle and weave yourselves into my life.
Maybe I've only known you for a few months.
Maybe I've known you for a decade.
But now, it seems, you are the ones who shelter me and love me when I can't love myself.
You always, always appear in the strangest of moments, especially whenever I feel like giving up. Somehow we have this telepathic connection that you'd always appear whenever I need someone.
You are seriously god-sent and I thank Him everyday for sending you into my life.
Then as though you haven't done enough, you go on and make me the happiest person on earth by telling me that you're never gonna leave me, and you'd be there to catch me when I fall if no one would.
Or you'd turn to me when we're lying in bed, in the middle of the night and tell me that no matter what I have to be happy or that you want me to meet a guy and get into a relationship so loving that the world would be jealous.
Faced with that, how am I supposed to react?
I was giving up and you come along and drag me towards the damn light at the end of the tunnel, telling me that you have faith that I can make it through.
How can I not love you?
You fight my battles that I don't want to fight and they aren't even your battles to begin with.
And no, I'm not exaggerating or being melodramatic.
I'm stating facts.
How did I get so lucky?
People usually only find one soulmate in their entire lives.
I've found so many that I realised that soul mates aren't singular. They don't just come as one person and poof, you're stuck with them forever. They can come in droves and you'll be stuck with them forever. Because you can go for months and days not talking and when you do start talking, it's like nothing's changed. Everything's the same. You're as close as ever.
Labels: Connection, In 365 Days, Soulmates
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:49
Pieces of the Puzzle
Saturday 2 November 2013
We tried running away from each other but we always ended up coming back to each other. We can't seem to stay away from each other. But that could be just a one-sided thing on my part. Lately everything seems so one-sided that I'm getting tired.
We have all the pieces of the puzzle but the pieces don't seem to fit, so we sit around wondering if we really do have the all the pieces or if they got mixed up with another puzzle.
This shouldn't be so confusing. All the questions and pain should have stopped. But they haven't. And it means that something's wrong somewhere. Makes me question where did it go wrong. Makes me question if I'm the one who's doing something wrong.
What's worse is knowing where this would go if it continues on like that. But I don't know what's wrong, so I don't know how to fix things. Are we really better when we're together? Or is it just things seem to fall apart whenever they are in my hands?
Have I paid my dues, or is there still hell to pay, that's why it's still so broken up?
Maybe we got complacent and started taking each other for granted. Maybe we're afraid of getting hurt and chose to hide instead. And when we realise we've hurt each other, we come running back apologising. But apologies aren't worth anything unless we make good on our words. Apologies don't start and end with "I'm sorry". Apologies only start with "I'm sorry". They only end when you've made things right.
Everything's driving me mad that I feel like being immature about everything. God knows Igg and I talked about this and we both agreed that it's childish but that's what happens when people get hurt by the ones they care about. We're all only human.
Labels: In 365 Days, Think About It
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:44