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In 365 Days♥



"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.

Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.

Welcome to 365 Days of my life.

In 365 Days

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ask them questions
don't leave your answers





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money honey

Monday 23 August 2010


money, everyone wants it
but nobody actually needs it


i want to marry a filthy rich man
good idea no ?
moron can you see this ? *hinthint* :DD


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:52


unchangable, so play on

Tuesday 17 August 2010


them jealous people will always bring us down
so just close your eyes and believe in you


play on even if you're losing the game
its worth the sacrifice

if anyone asked me
"do you regret not studying harder for your O's?"
i'd reply no
i've met many people this past year
some good
some bad
some typically bitchy people like certain 'someone's i know back in school
in some ways i think im more matured now

i always tell grace
i'm a kid
struggling between two personalities
one with an old old lady
another with a childish personality
she still doesn't get it
cause sometimes i know what i'm doing is wrong
but i'd still do it anyway
and maybe i'll look back one day and say
"damn, how could i have been so stupid?"

but i'm still a kid
i'm 17
i'm allowed to make the same mistakes you did when you were my age
and perhaps even more
because it's these ridiculous mistakes that helped shaped me
my happy times and sad times

i'm still a mold being shaped
and i think i won't be completed until my deathbed
neither would you
so why do you do that one ridiculous thing
you've always wanted to do
but haven't got around to do it
cause everyone tells you it's stupid ?


it's the third year since you've been gone
darling most of us are grown now
everyone's changing
it seems like i'm being left behind
like i always do
i wish you were back to hold my hand
and guide me on my way some days
but today i can smile
cause you've taught me
life is crap
you just got to deal with it
but just for a moment
can i take a breather
and cry ?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:18


and when you let your heart take over

Sunday 15 August 2010


you weren't ever in love.
you smile and flutter about all those sweet moments
when it was just you in love with the idea of being in love.
so don't frown at those who wail their broken hearts out,
because you can't ever understand the idea of being in love


Akai Ito
do you believe in it ?
the red thread of destiny
that is tied to your darling gorgeous pinkie finger

don't think you would
cause your hearts are ugly after all


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:01


pinpricks from the broken stars

Tuesday 10 August 2010


when you can't find your way,
i'll be your guiding light


copycats
i don't like them

hmm..

i feel so damn loved
awwwwww
someone give him an award nao

keri's back today !
but i'm on leave today !
yaye / boo !
rawr !
might be having steamboat later
*winkwink*
i said might morons
yes
as you can see
im high on air
totally, absolutely gorgeous

i'm totally not patriotic
everyone's wishing Singapore an awesome birthday
i just went to watch the fireworks
and catch a movie
for once i could agree on the movie they chose
aha

i told you my secret
and you told someone else
disgusting little ass
it isn't any wonder if you'll trip and fall one day
and no one's going to catch you
remember what you told me?
what i have done
my mistakes and all
will by imitated and emulated by my darling juniors
won't that count something for you as well sweetheart?
so be careful
it'll happen to you too

"i want to go malaysia with him. anywhere also can,"
*gives her incredulous look*
"don't you practically live there?!"
"but i won't be going there what... maybe i'll go to malacca or KL"
*shake head*
"can't you choose like bali or thailand? why malaysia?!"

so that's how our conversation sort-of went
hmm
yeah yeah
exaggeration and missed out some parts
but the gist of it is still there

*chu~*


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:08


so damnably ugly

Thursday 5 August 2010


you felt all wrong today
as though we were on different frequencies


it felt wrong today
it feels wrong today
like im not in my skin
and something's not right

im itching to do something
i haven't got a clue what
it's those kind-of feelings where
you want to do something special and different
but there's nothing out of the ordinary
to try out
y'know what i mean?
no?
hmm....


on the other hand
I WANT "DON'T UNPLUG ME" ON MY IPOD
WHY CAN'T I DOWNLOAD IT?!
ANDANDAND
I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HEYHIHELLO SONGS AT ALL
RAWR !
I AM OFFICIAL ANGRY NAO

hohums~

happy mode
im planning the Christmas skit
for Fr Simon's annual Christmas dinner
ain't that awesome ? :D

unhappy mode
Shakespeare, as much as i love him,
is (quote the trolls from RWJ's =3 vids)fake and gay(end quote)

super unhappy mode
need to understand the friggin' S.E.A. history or im gonna score poorly

mega unhappy mode
i haven't been writing at all
is it a writer's block?
i have NO idea
im like stuck at freaking the freaking prologue
i need to write at least 25-35 pages for chapter 1
i need to start on chapter 1 !
argh

sunshine mode
it's PAY DAY people
don't you just looooooooooove pay day?
i know i do !

me think me has been watching too much meekakitty
and me needs to stop
or i'm gonna be high on air all the time
especially since me needs to be emo
to write stupid book

brain crash nao

loveyou *chu~*


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:55


J'n'apprécie pas le fait

Wednesday 4 August 2010


And as soon as I get home
it's "honey come into my arms"


Zaho - C'est Chelou



so okay
it might sound a tad weird
especially since your ears
are somehow customized for either English, Chinese,
Malay, Korean or Japanese songs only
and the fact that you live under a rock
also adds on to the fact that
you've never heard pop songs
from the European countries before

because trust me
European songs are catchy
Zaho isn't the only one out there
there are freakin' awesome Spanish pop songs as well
just that i'm too lazy to find that's all

c'est chelou
honestly
if you did a direct translation of her song
it sounds pretty much weird
you can get a rough idea of what th song is like here
it's not accurate
but its better then the accurate one that doesn't make sense
at all
seriously
i tried
and failed
but i tried


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:08


i'm losing my boyfriend to World of Warcraft

Tuesday 3 August 2010


yours is a made-believe world

"I'm Losing my Boyfriend to World of Warcraft"
by ALLCAPS


Bag of Cheetos on my left and a Rockstar on my right
I'm meeting my guild in Ironforge tonight
My cell phone is ringing and it's probably my girl
I let it go to voice mail cause I've entered the World

Listen, I don't wanna nag you but
you've gotta stop playing this game
you've been walking around as that stupid cow
for the past eleven days

I'm losing my boyfriend to World of Warcraft
He said he loved me and I thought it would last
We used to go out but now I'm just here waiting
He never calls back he is too busy raiding
I hate that stupid game

I don't have a problem I feel totally fine
but I've just gotta kill Onyxia for the hundredth time
My cow might look stupid but he's an engineer
how could you not love him with all his epic gear

With level 450 cooking
and level 450 fishing

Baby I don't wanna be a pest
but you haven't showered in a week
you've been running around a made up town
for at least a thousand days

I'm losing my boyfriend to World of Warcraft
He said he loved me and I thought it would last
We used to go out but now I'm just here waiting
He never calls back he is too busy raiding
I hate that stupid game

What happened to you honey
you've hit a new low
all the gold you farm in your game
couldn't buy me a rose
but baby I am telling you
I'll quit after tonight
after tonight



ye htet hein
can you see this?
you have been duly warned..... :D

anyways
they are a hmm...
god knows what type of group
but basically made up of two people
Kristina Horner and Luke Conard
who are the singers AND song writers
yes yes
check out their other song
"Don't Unplug Me"
sounds really catchy
but im not too sure about the video
Meekakity's version was better
really
just click on her name
and SUBSCRIBE
she's awesome(:

i'm happy today
bala and i exchanged racist jokes
i won *evil smile*
i found new singers/bands
from UK and France
i love love love x)
yes
i'm a happy girl today


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:33


i just knew we were trouble when we first met

Sunday 1 August 2010


i told a million white lies
just to get close to you


i'm irrevocably in love with them UK music
if you dont know what i'm talking about
you seriously are living under a rock
cos even MTV is playing UK songs nowadays

don't even dare say you haven't heard any
and that they most probably suck
cos Chipmunk (Oopsy Daisy, Look for Me), One Night Only (Say You Don't Want It),
Jamie Cullum (Twentysomething) etc are all from there

hell
the world's most amazing music festival
the Glastonbury Festival of Contemporary Performing Arts (Glastonbury/Glasto)
is there smack in UK
and everyone important goes there
either to party all day (and night) long
or perform perform perform
you see only the best performances there

and c'mon
US music are one-hit-wonders
UK on the other hand produce the classics
oh sure we've got Stevie Wonder (I Just Called to Say I Love You) and Elvis (Love Me Tender, Heartbreak Hotel) down in the USA
but what do they have up against Elton John (Your Song, Can You Feel the Love Tonight, Candle in the Wind), The Beatles (Love Me Do, Please Please Me, P.S. I Love You)
and The Bee Gees (How Deep is Your Love, Stayin' Alive, Night Fever)

and who can forget the famous line "Bond, James Bond"
from the James Bond series, Dr. No
and who made it famous ?
Sean Connery
and where was he from?
bloody England for god's sake
d'you have any internationally famous line
made famous by a movie star of any particular country?
didn't think so..

now tell me
can anyone randomly quote a line from any random movie
and some random person can guess it ?
i mean won't the whole conversation go something like :

A: I don't know what you been feedin' him, but he is TOO DAMN BIG!
B: HUH ?!
A: It's from Rush Hour 3
B: right... *getting freaked out by weird person A*

SEE ?

but back to my point
which is
UK's music is seriously awesome
and dont think for a minute any other kind of music can push 'em off the pedestal so easily
if it were that easy
i wouldn't be here ranting would i?

so maybe korean knick-knacks are all the rave right now
and maybe tomorrow it'll be all things spanish (who knows?)
but they will and always be one-hit-wonders
which is the same as nothing
but UK?
live on my friends
never grows old
that's a classic

p.s. my post's title and quote under the picture are from the UK singer Mr. Hudson
and the picture is of the Glastonbury Town
beautiful ain't it?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:23