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"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.

Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.

Welcome to 365 Days of my life.

In 365 Days

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Friday 30 October 2009

y'know
i got a bone to pick
its been bugging me for like
oh i don't know
friggin' long ?
and its annoying me
what's that bone ?
its called 'friendship'
this is gonna be a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong post
so just skip to the next or just click the 'close' button
or simply go to youtube or something

i know friends come and go
and quite a number philosophies crap
but
quite honestly
some friends we should really keep
and basically
grab them
tie them up
and handcuff them to us
cause they're seriously IRREPLACEABLE

and the rest
well i say you should just say 'hi'
and run like hell
or you'll be thrown into a really wacky world of
hypocritical, hateful, backstabbing, lying and *inserts all sorts of horrible words* people
and really
why waste your time on such freaks ?
obviously they're not worth the effort

let's call this person I'm going to rant about...
hmm... ASSHOLE
and really
that's the nicest name out of all the things i want to call this person
and the tone i'm using to call this person isn't a joking tone
it's a 'i-really-wish-that-you'd-just-go-!@#$-the-hell-off* tone
and that's not good

anyway, ASSHOLE is REALLY hypocritical and LOVES to backstab
and i mean REALLY
it's not just me
and if you know me really well
it takes a lot to REALLY piss me off

so anyway
this person, 'ASSHOLE'
decides to one day give me the cold shoulder i.e. attitude me
for like
hmm.. let's see..
NO FREAKING REASON
someone say 'ohwow'

and when this person feels like it
this person will decide to be my best friend in the whole wide world
and me
being the nice, sweet person that everyone knows (shuddup robin, dont interrupt me when i'm pissed off and ranting)
decides to let bygones be bygones
and be friends with this person once more

here's the fun part
this isn't the FIRST time this person has done this
it isn't the second either
i mean like, if it's the first
you can put it off as like a bad hair day or something
if its the second
well maybe it's you and your wrong timing
but it's the freaking i-don't-know-what-time
i think i should just snap out of it and wake up

so after awhile
i decided to just freaking cut this person out of my life
hohoho~
this person gets the idea
and after awhile this person stops talking to me
so we go on our lives pretending that the other doesn't exists

and suddenly this person decides to be my best friend again
and even though there wasn't any apology made
i still made friends again
half of me wanted to just tell this person 'oh, screw the hell off!'
the other half is still willing to let bygones by bygones
ugh.
why am i always like this ?

another little bone is (this one shuxin and robin would know)
well you know what ?
i shan't say it

argh
why don't you just forget this whole post
and pretend you can't see it


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:04



Thursday 29 October 2009

hilarious
fun friggin' hilarious

i friggin' screwed up my english O level, th only other subject i can actually score an A1/2 in

someone just kill me already
cos it was only AFTER the paper tht i finally realised how i could have written on the topic 'Power'
which, by th way, is this year's one-word topic
*hint**hint*
argh.
now i have itch to write it ):
and i tell you
it'll will be damn good that
you'll ACTUALLY say
'damn, friggin' lucky she couldn't think of how to write, or we're all screwed.
and screwed as in what-the-hell-how-can-this-happen-to-us-what-did-we ever-do-to-piss-you-off kinda screw.'
i swear.
i knw yeo weichuan will wanna see it
i know you too well.
so aft i finished it
it'll be up on my other blog
...
WHEN i finish it
and it may be a million zillion years
so happy waiting

on th other hand
emaths was alright
which i good
makes me feel better about myself

now im left with
chem
SS
physics
geog
bio

whee~
NOT

wonder who came up with O levels
i hope he's rotting in hell now
that's why men are highly overated and brainless
retard came up with O's
and we, th poor decendants have to suffer
what an ass i tell you
ass with a capital A

cheers.

im thinking of buying a iMac or a macbook
anyone wants to contribute th pros and cons ?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 16:34



Thursday 15 October 2009

D:
O level coming soon
ohman
im !@#$%^& screwed.

on th other hand...
belated one month
wahahah
passed and we both didnt notice
maybe because you're an ass
and only you knw why
wahahah
loveyoumuch
idiot.

graduation day tomorrow
its peeeeeeeeeeektureeeeeeee time again ;P
i'll take many many pictures
and probably only post 3 or 4 cos im THAT lazyy
plus i need to somehow complete 1 emaths and 2 chem paper by 6
D:
and i need to start on geog and physics
not to mention biooo
crap...
i hate O's
cant wait for it to end
i shall burn my books page by page


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:51



Sunday 11 October 2009

I CUT MY HAIR SHORT SHORT
hahah
i dont know whether to laugh or cry

yeaah...
okayokay
this is gonna be a peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeektureeeeeeeeeeee post
cause they are loooooooooooooooooooooooong overdue :P

short short

at changi airport :D

megannnnnnnn ;D
robin's birthday surprise ;P


hard work under the hot hot sun
diennnnnnnn my darling naggy kor :D
he nags more thn my parents do



so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:14



Saturday 10 October 2009

i realised i wasted th last few days slacking and lazing around
ohman
everyone's like panicking over the O's
im like so damn relaxed
someone slap me please.
okay
no.
you cannot slap me.
or you'll die
wahahah

argh.

need to studyyyyyyyyy ):
im like gahhhhh.
forget it.
im gonna screw up O's.

*edited*
been thinking abit
and was wondering
after all the O's and all the poly stuff
and after i graduate
what's next ?
start working ?
or travel abit ?
or go further my education ?
gosh
its the so-you've-done-this-then-what question
together with the is-this-really-what-you-want-your-life-to-be question
gahh. ):
makes me feel screw-wey
which eww.
hahah
ahwells
dumb future
screwed up it is.


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:39



Thursday 8 October 2009

i like love (:
y'know... that nice warm fuzzy feeling
except when it goes sour...
it like..
sort-of...
become...
really...
horrible...
eww i dont like love anymore ):


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:52




ohman
i think he's angry with me
your fault robin ):
he misunderstood us
about the kissing part
D:

forget it
shall talk to him tomorrow if he's in a better mood
if not i shall just ignore him
till he's in a better mood
screen sharing is overrated
):

anyways
im not sure if i should skip humans tomorrow =/
maybe i would
maybe i wont
if im not skipping, thn i need to study NOW
if im skippingm thn i can forget about studying
and it's like 1.55am [currently]
gahh
its gay and overrated.

i just saw rajiv's msg
ohmy scandalous much ! ;D
me like :DD
hahah
too bad he's asleep now
i saw th msg too late
neverminds
shall bug him about it tomorrow

i finally understand electromagnets D.C. and A.C. :P
hahah zainal will be proud of meee :D

i don't really care if you're jealous
honestly, you're over-reacting
best friends we are, and nothing else
maybe im a little over-the-moon that you care enough to feel this way
but then again they're my best friends
if you can't handle them
then im sorry


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:46



Tuesday 6 October 2009

i just came from shuxin's blog

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
hahah must look after yourself kay ?
gosh dont follow me
im already screwed larhhs
you still can save
hurry go save your ass
i no hope one larhhs
hahah
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

i love you a little more than yesterday,
but not as much as tomorrow

wahahah

...
got something to say...
but shant say here
cause got markyoung...
hah
tell you when i see you
you = robin and shuxin

and robin ?
stop telling dien all my stuff
like where i go
what im doing
if you are telling him
thn please stop
if you're not thn ignore this..
cause, even though i love him like i love you
i dont really want another person breathing down my neck
and he is wayyyyyyyy more strict thn you
seriously...


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:14




be careful of where you fall
there might not be anyone there to catch you


sooooo
i didnt go to school today again...
=/
cant make this a habit
i will go to school tomorrow
pinky promise
i cant be a lazy girl
im not anyway
but i know who is a lazy smelly boy :D
muahahah

i studied hard today
i managed to complete abit of SS emaths and english
yay ! :D
unlike someone who slept till 2
ate till 3
and played comp till 6
dont need say who
you also know :DD
hahah

okayokay.
shall go shower and go sleep already
i must go school tomorrow
i must !
hah
sound like im psyching myself up for some biggg battle
need to get children's day present for my darling primary2s as well
they are super cute kay !
hahah
okayokay
i need to go off.

ROBIN !
take a pic of your banner and your birthday present !
i want to post it up(:


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:03



Sunday 4 October 2009

celebrated robin's brithday todayy:D
hee :D
he was touched kay!
he said he wanted to cry :P
will post the pictures soon
im blogging at * house :D
guessguessguess :D
shuddup robin. you're just gay(:

right now i think robin's bowling th monthly medal
hope he wins
although...
well...
chances are...
well...
arent exactly high :D
he's gonna kill me
whahah

ohcrap i didnt take pictures of the cake...
or the banner we made for him...
or his super awesome present
=/
did anyone take thm ???


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:35



Saturday 3 October 2009

take me to venice will you ?
or maybe france, paris?


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:08



Thursday 1 October 2009

naive
gullible
plain foolish

urgh.

whyyyy D:

i can be a pure genius sometimes
i can hate a person
but when the person is in deep shit
i would actually be the one who would help out.

i feel so dumb right now. =/
no idea why
its like i keep wishing and wishing
for bad things to happen to that person
and when they do
i feel really sorry for them
and actually help them out
urgh.

mental problem, i've got.


so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:07