Tuesday 27 December 2011

Have you gotten tired?
Tired of me?

Lately you keep your distance
You'd rather not hold me
Like I'm something
Embarrassing

Is that it?
You're bored now?

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:27

Friday 16 December 2011

I must be delusional
I must be hearing things

Tonight it seems like
There's a huge number of planes
Going off somewhere else

And each time I hear one
My head goes up and I think
"Maybe he's on that one."

Then I shake my head
"Can't be, that's too early."
Or "No, it's already 9pm."

We fight with each other
We get frustrated
We feel hopeless and we threaten to leave

But we never do

Now,
Even though it's only for a few days
I feel incredibly lonely

I'm not getting a call tonight
I won't be able to demand you go online
I won't be seeing your face for awhile

And it scares me

I miss you
Come home quick

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:16

Tuesday 13 December 2011

Take rest;
A field that has rested gives a bountiful crop.
- Ovid

Despite the air of
Nonchalance
I'm indeed burnt out

Hence, I'm going on a getaway
On the New Year's
And I won't be contactable

Not because I
No longer enjoy your company
But merely
I
Need a little time to myself

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:41

Sunday 11 December 2011

If I disappeared
I wonder if anyone would notice

I need a break
From everyone
Away from anyone who knows me
And just be by myself

But

Funny how I
Who has never had problems
Of being alone
Is afraid of being left behind

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:55

Thursday 8 December 2011

Reaching out to grab it
But grasping at thin air

I don't feel like dreaming anymore
I just want to go back
To reality
Where things won't disappoint me

I want a real man
Who knows what he wants
And goes after it
Not wait for it to happen

But you wouldn't know that
Or you wouldn't be like that
I'm sick and tired
Of you so-called 'men'

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 16:44