mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Monday, 26 January 2009
happy chinese new year people :D
hahah
ohman i'm at home collecting angbaos
muahahahahah
i guess everyone is
hope you all collect alot alot alright ? :D
almost all of daddy's side have visited already
tomorrow we're visiting mummy's side
rawr.
royston bugged me the entire time he was here
argh
he enjoys my pain xP
you are unbelievable
so ,
why dont you just walk out that door alreadyAnd as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
And you'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine.
And I know he's no stranger,
For I feel I've held him for all of time.
And he said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
In the palm of your hand. "Where is the girl I fell in love with?"
You ask quietly, watching me
slow to a halt.
"She’s gone," I say decisively,
and closing my eyes I begin to spin
once more.to you:
i'm f***ing sorry
please come back
is that what you want to hear ?
or would you rather i declare my undying love for your sorry ass ?
that's really too bad
cos love's dead as far as im concerned
so why dont you take my advice
leavei already told you
i'm not much fun to be with
but you said you'd be able to handle it
and now you're turning on me
saying i'm not trying
when i told you i didn't want to try in the first placeso why dont you just leave
and save us all this pain
save your bullshit for someone who really caresbecause i don'tyou're really amazing
but i can't match up to you
iloveyou
i really do
but let's not go any deeper thn this
cause all that's going to happen
is shit and crap
yeah, i'm running away
too bad
i'm sorry
i truly am
but you deserve someone better
so go on and leave already
i dont need your pity
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:04