mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Tuesday, 13 January 2009
i dont want to believe in love anymore
i'm burning all my love letters
tearing up those poems
throwing away those little cards
[except of course the ones that my lovable people have given me]
cause what i really want to know is:
what happens after 'i love you' ?
do you live happily ever after ?
i dont think soi'm not going to believe in love anymore
because after all the 'i love yous'
it still came down to pain
tears
hurt
loss
hopelessness
i heard what happened whn she left
i cant stand to think what he's going through
i know what has happened to the two of them
i wish i didnt
my pain , i'll never wish on anothercynical ?
too bad.
im off on one of my hopeless resolution to stay away from love
i'll be smarter now.
i wont let them bad people get to me
muahahahahahahahah
yesyes getting random now
eitherways
i'm not going to believe in love anymorei wont get fooled by it
it wont sneak up from behind me again
you know what ? im going to be a NUNkidding. dont preach. i'll be good. i promise.
dont worry around june i'll be back to normal
you'll see(:
cheers
and when you're gone
the words i need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it okay
imissyouthat's what reminiscing about the past does to you
wont recomand it unless you're out for laughs
otherwise it's unhealthy.
missing you really bad D. really wish i could change it all. hope you're happy
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:52