mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
,
And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Thursday, 26 February 2009
I am driving in my car up highway one
I left LA without telling anyone
There were people who needed something from me
But I am sure they’ll get along fine on their own
Oh this state of ecstasy
Nothing but road could ever give to me
This liberty wind in my face
And I’m giggling again for no reason
I am dancing with my friends in elation
We’ve taken adventures to new levels of fun
I can feel the bones are smiling in my body
I can see the meltings of inhibition
Oh this state of ecstasy
Nothing but road could ever give to me
This liberty wind in my face
And I’m giggling again for no reason
I’m reeling jubilation
Triumphant in delight
I am at home in this high five
And I’m smiling for no reason
I am sitting at the set of cali sun
We’ve gotten quiet for its’ last precious seconds
I can feel the salt of the sea on my skin
And we still hear the echoes of abandon
Oh this state of ecstasy
Nothing but man could ever give to me
This liberty wind in my face
And I’m giggling again for no reason
bwahahaha
i was driving tabitha and radhika madddd with this song today
well
not really the whole song
but mainly "and i'm giggling again for no reason"
hahah !
dont ask me why
but i just felt like i click with this line today :P
had english compo today
i screwed it up this time
i seriously dont think i actually put alot of effort into it
i feel like i scribbled some junk and handed it in
seriously
and if i get high marks
it's just pure dumb luck
seriouslyi saw jordan's compo [sorry if i didnt ask:P]
and i feel like he wrote it better then me
and that he would score much higher than me too
the best writers, like actors, put themselves in their characters shoesi feel like i didnt do that
but jordan did
and i swear alot of people wrote about committing suicide
[the topic was Choices]
i wrote about love
like yeah
how retarded could i get
i held back alot of emotions
):
so the story seemed unreal
really fictionalized
imma screwed gurl):
now im getting so afraid D:
it's like my memoir essay
i'm like suppose to touch up on it
but like i dont dare
cause im like damn scared i'd cry :P
and the deadline is 1 march !shit !!
opening old wounds, the bleeding starts anewthat's what i feel like whn i write the essay):
not even chocolate can make me happy now
zomg help someone):
okay
im madd
first im happy
thn i get scared
and thn i get upset
tsk.
following people are not allowed to comment on that:
[unless of course their helpful]
- edward chi
- robin teo
- mark
cause you guys are plain mean(:
sometimes
hahaha
otherwise everyone else know just how much i love my wife and sister(:
iie lurbblurbb euu worxzxzbwahahahaha !
ohman
those two people are still like giving me attitude ?
zomg
im not going to be bothered by them
i'm going to just ignore them
cause seriously
why lose sleep over such people
especially when they claim to be my friends
correct ?
muahahaha !
i know(: im smart :D
teehee
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 18:54