mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Saturday, 28 February 2009
you know i'm running
you know i haven't accepted reality
you know i haven't forgiven myself
oh, you know it all don't you ?so what happens next ?
i know i'm still running
i know i'm not strong enough to face reality
i know i've forgiven him
i know i still can't let goso why won't i just let go ?
the nightmares still haunts my sleep
his face still appears in my dreams
i'm so afriad of the future
i don't want to let gowhen will i break free ?
reality mixes with fantasy
i barely know when i'm awake
the roads before me, i'm tempted to go back
back down from where i've broken free fromreturn from whence thou has come'd
remember the ruby-red liquid ?
remember the relief it had brought ?
remember the ugly scars that remained ?
can i have it back ?giving up the struggle, let the darkness appear
i'm trying hard
but it's like i'm losing once more
disappearing from reality
i welcome pain"so what's your decision sweetheart?"
he asked showing me two roads that await
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:27