mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Saturday, 11 April 2009
fag !!
i realise i lost my diary for REAL !
argh !
my life is screweddddddddddd like hell ?!
damn man . everything inside ?!!!
fag ! test , SPA and whatever crap and shit i have !
ohno D:
God , don't pull this this prank on me
i'm stressed enough with the exams and tests and O's coming upugh.
i swear ! i packed my room already !
its freaking neat like nobody's business
SWEAR !
and i still can't freaking find it ! DDDDDDDDDD:
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anybody seen it by any chance ??? D:
april fool's over fagdammit !
argh.
anyways , im freaking tired
T-I-R-E-D
to the max.
huh. im not done studying
two friggin SPAs on monday
wt# ?!
the teachers are smart.
): CL O's are approaching too damn fast
exams are like just around the corner
which means term 2's ending soon
which also means term 3's starting
fagggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. D:
this year passes by too friggin' fast.
is there a pause button ?
can i hit stop , maybe ?
i don't wanna move from here
it's getting too hot to handle
i wanna runaway again
faggersand i thought my depression cured itself
figures.
it always comes back with a vengence.
fight hard , stay strong , holding on .okay.
time to look on the bright side
....
which doesn't really seem bright...
but ahwell
i'm starting on shuxin's retarded 300-page story / birthday present
but am currently moodless and having a writer's block
not exactly
i've got a clue on what to write
but just can't really put it down to words
cause it's all over the place
and i can't get the words to describe the feelings and moods
shuxinbe damn touched woman
that im going through this
hahaha !
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:00