mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Monday, 20 April 2009
i got into grace's livejournal :DD
hahah FINALLY ?!
and crap she made me cryyyyyyyy
ass. not really larhhs hahah
right.
im sorry
im sorry for making you worry
im sorry for making you upset
im sorry for doing things without thinking and hurting you in the processiloveyou lots
-bigbearhug
it seems like all i can say is 'sorry'
its a real small word to describe what i feel totally
if there were any other word that could describe how i feel
i'd use it instead
but there isn't and all there is, is 'im sorry'
i wont do it again , i swear
and promise
pinky promise in fact
i can't change the fact that i did it
all i can change is how do i continue from here
give me a little more time
and stick around
im hoping things'll get better
and i hope you'll be there to see it
cause you know and i know
just how much you mean to me
not only is this post for you bigkid
but for everyone else i've hurt too
through my actions and words and what-nots
i'm sorry ):
iloveyou always
Will you listen to my story?
It'll just be a minute
How can I explain?
What ever happened here
Never meant to hurt you
How could I cause you so much pain?
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe
Will you believe me?
All the words that I come up with
They're like gasoline on flames
There's no excuse
No explaination
Belive me
If I could I'd undo what I did wrong
I'd give away all that I own
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe
Will you believe me?
If I told you
I've been cleaning my soul
And if I promised you
I'll regain control
Will you open your door
And let me in?
Take me for who I am
And not for who I've been?
Who I've been...
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe?
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:29