mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
i hate you so badseriously
i aint joking
i ain't smiling
must you screw me everytime we meet ?
must you leave me crying my freaking eyes out everytime we part ?
i said i was sorry
what more you want from me ?
you keep picking on me for no damn good reason !
do you know how much it hurts ?
people change
people mature
everyone does
you cant seriously expect me to stay that small girl you knew from then
it hurts when you cant accept me for who and what i stand for
it hurts when you think that i'm just like them
it hurts when you look at me that way
i dont know what you expect of me
but it sure as hell isn't what i am
if anything,
i'm not like them
i wouldn't make the same mistakes as them
so why don't you stop judging and look beneath the surface
i hate you so bad
screw you and your thinking
i remember when you told me 'true beauty comes from within'
i supposed it held a bit of truth
but its who i've become
wont you understand ?
i hate that look you gave me when you said that
i hate it so bad
i hate being scolded by you everytime we bump into each other
i hate the look you always give me nowadays
i hate you so bad
must you always do this to me ?
do you derive joy from seeing me breaking down ?
are you happy when you see me upset ?
i hate you K
i hate you so bad
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:55