mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Monday, 6 April 2009
Lord, i speak the words of Your Son when i say, 'if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; yet, not as i will, but as You will.'had physio today
painful and scary. im so tired right now
both mentally and physically
the pain at my hip is back. ughhh.
grace left already.
went to see her off
i want chocolates and New Zealand :D
i'll miss you loads(:
maths test todays wasn't too bad
it was alright
but maybe i could have done better
ah well
freddy said im very different from the normal Singsporeans
he says im very relaxed and easy-going and carefree
like after tests and stuff
everyone will be like ohshit this and ohcrap that
im the only one who will go 'ahwell, its over.'
he asked why and i told him
'cause i know i tried my best. no point worrying.
anything after that is all up to Him'
HA ! i think everyone's gonna like panic now
seeing how bo-chap i am :P
but he says im like one-of-a-kind
hahah
study session with him on wednesday *makes a mental note*
cause of physics [zainal should be proud of me(:]
im still drained from yesterdays nallur road session
which is surprising
cause normally i'd be full of energy after a night's rest
i think it got to me this time round
cause we were made to identify with Jesus
as He made His journey to be crucified
and i think it really affected me alot
another good-bad thingin a way it restored my faith
in another i feel like i've hit a dead end
againconfused ?
yesh , me too.
There are days when I regret it
The things I said to you
I put my trust in no one
It broke my heart and I blamed it on you
You were kind and oh so gentle
But I refused to see
That someone like you existed
I was somewhere in denial
While you were loving me
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurt so much to sacrifice what I gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you
Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you
There are times when I go crazy
In the twilight of the night
How I long to be your woman again
There's pain that I hold
That will not let me go
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurt so much to sacrifice what I gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you
I don't wanna make this too hard
But I just wanna be where you are
In your life, by your side, forever
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurt so much to sacrifice what I gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like youthe dumb chorus is like echoing in my head
lol , random i know
hahah
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 19:52