mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Monday, 6 April 2009
a love letter writtento my darling owner :
please dear owner
make your friggin' mind up
you've been an emotional roller coaster since *inserts a whole chuck of vulgarities* SL
and you haven't been the same
i suppose he should be friggin' honoured
that he caused so much shit in you
that you haven't been the same
i guess it's tough trying to let go
of the memories that make you, you
and keep the secrets you keep
it's a heavy weight you carry
and please open your huge big eyes even bigger
there are many who carelife hasn't been fair to you
still you've got so much more to live for
it's a major choice you got to make
it's either you let them know
and let them help you
or you can go on this way
it's hard, it isn't easy
but you're strong , you'll make iti know you struggle to remember
the memories come back in bits and pieces
but you can make out what had happened back then
you'll probably die if you truly knew the extent of it
i think you've forgotten again
so my dear sweet owner
make the right choice
don't keep denying the truth
however ugly it is.
love always,
your heart
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:52