mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Saturday, 30 May 2009
"Because, when you're lost and fallen, all you want to do, is just to run away," she whispered, letting the wind carry away her words. Her arms wrapped tightly around her, she shivered, even though it wasn't cold. Her shoulders were slumped and for once in her life, she felt like she had lost control. She didn't like it. She didn't like the feeling at all. Losing control, feeling things slipping out of her grasp. And yet, she was unable to stop it. To prevent it from falling apart. All she could do was to stare and wait, wait for everything to just disappear.
y'know, when a girl loves a guy
she's willing to travel to the sun and back for him
she's willing to bring the moon down to earth for him
she's willing to die for him
even the hardest and coldest girl
is willing to do anything for her guy
but when a guy loves a girl
it's a different story altogether
maybe one in every million is willing to do the same for her
but the rest just cant and wont be bothered
i've met afew guys who'd do anything for their girl
unfortunately
they're either unappealing or my best friends
i've met countless of girls who'd do anything for their guy
but at the end of the day,
they still end up heartbroken
so tell me
why do i still believe in true love
knights in shinning armour
and Prince Charmings ?
because i've seen too much to not to believe in fairytales
losing these fairytales would mean
losing everything i have left to live for
i'd lose the little hope i have left
that things'll get betteri do hate myself sometimes you know
contradicting myself and all
sometime i do wish
that i'd just leave it as it is
and stop thinking so much
gosh is there an off button somewhr ?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:15