Saturday, 23 May 2009

desiree really knows how to pull a girl out of darkness
hahah
forget to mention that
had heart to heart talk after K-ing
with robin as a girl of course :P
teehee

Imma tell you a story here it goes:

Listen,
Let me say this face to face
Before you walk away from me
Listen up baby
We know things ain't gunna change
I love you but she's in the way
Where does that leave me? woahh
What a mess so wrapped up in you
And theres nobody else for me
In my heart I am so confused
But I keep telling myself..

Forget you
That's all I wanna do
I gotta face the truth
Cause this just ain't no good for me
Forget you
I really wish I could, get you off my mind
As hard as I may try I cant forget you

I just gotta forget you

Bri talk to em
Baby heres where i went wrong
Thinkin I could have you
Even though I knew the truth
You were with somebody else
Don't mean no disrespect
But she aint got nothing on me woah woahhh
What a mess wish that i could get over you
My hearts tellin me to..

Forget you
That's all I wanna do
I gotta face the truth
Cause this just ain't no good for me
Forget you
I really wish I could, get you off my mind
As hard as I may try I cant forget you

Wish things were different but they're not
You and I will never be
And thats what is killing me
Best thing for me to do is go and find somebody new
But that wont happen till i forgeeeeeeeet you...
do dah do do do do do

Forget you
That's all I wanna do
I gotta face the truth
Cause this just ain't no good for me
Forget you
I really wish I could, get you off my mind
As hard as I may try I cant forget you

And that's the story
Now you know how I feel
And that's all I gotta say

tell you something
11july coming
i'm damn freaking scared
just how scared ?
scared enough that im damn close to using the f-wrd
):
freeeeeeeeeeeeeeak
sometimes i do wish my life wasn't so complicated
that again
its only as complicated as we make it out to be
fag. i hate myself sometimes =/

tsk.
did you know that the guy that sang
"Always look on the bright side of life"
committed suicide ?
either its that guy or some other singer who sang an equally optimistic song
hahah oh the irony

sometimes
when i cross the road
and a car comes
i really want to stop walking and let it bang me down
just to see if it'll hurt
then there are days
where i just want to jump out of the window
so that i can 'fly'
for like 1second
hilarious much ?
i've got like probably nothing much left to live for anyway
living it day by day just trying to hang in there
ohyeah i'm losing my mind
i think i shall join robin in IMH

i suppose i can understand why robin went gay
he got so sick of girls he decided 'screw girls, get me a guy'
i get that too
y'know ? if my next relationship [with a guy obviously] doesn't work out nicely
i just might do that to
whenever that[the relationship] is

then again God could be giving me a BIG FAT sign
telling me to be a nun instead
seeing how the guys he keep giving me are freaking assholes
with exceptions though
ahwell
we'll see
maybe twenty years down the road
you'll see me in a habit
with no hair
hah !

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 16:42