mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Sunday, 13 September 2009
im gonna say something
which is seriously gonna cause my death
via shuxin throwing me off some high random building
cause she so freaking predicted it
and i even said it wont happen
im bored.
yes.
with that and those.
(;
im friggin serious
like i wanna go out met someone else serious
like find someone fun and exciting
and screw up again
serious
thn again
im already screwed up
thr's not much difference...
OKAY OKAY
i take that back
my oh my
i can see your faces now
stunned beyond belief
like it was only at like what ? ...
10+ maybe going on to 11 ?
when i said i met my ONE
ho, boy...
what's wrong with me ?
haven't got a clue either
maybe when they said
absence of the heart makes it grow fonder
they really knew what they were talking about
i knw he's perfect
you dont have to tell me
i knw
but perfection scares me
cause its like i feel dont deserve it
not much anyway
dont wanna drag anyone down with me
especially about now
when crap's starting to show
you know my story
my dirty little secret
or you wouldn't be here still
hell's about to begin
careful now, you dont want to fall in
no one deserves this
help, i say
but dont look or you be dragged into it
contradictory much ?
damn.
it's fear causing this.
too fast, too slow.
none just right.
let go, let live.
take a risk.
hide at home.
help, i'm drowning
drowning in confusionsometimes i think
i got off too easy
i know there's something up ahead
just simply waiting
waiting till my guard's down
and it'll attack me
and i'll be worse thn screwed.
hahah
some people live for their future
im just lucky im alive each day.
cheers, love
i'll see you one day
in hell probably
but if im really lucky,
it's purgatory
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:44