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" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Friday, 30 October 2009
y'know
i got a bone to pick
its been bugging me for like
oh i don't know
friggin' long ?
and its annoying me
what's that bone ?
its called 'friendship'
this is gonna be a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong post
so just skip to the next or just click the 'close' button
or simply go to youtube or something
i know friends come and go
and quite a number philosophies crap
but
quite honestly
some friends we should really keep
and basically
grab them
tie them up
and handcuff them to us
cause they're seriously
IRREPLACEABLEand the rest
well i say you should just say 'hi'
and run like hell
or you'll be thrown into a really wacky world of
hypocritical, hateful, backstabbing, lying and *inserts all sorts of horrible words* people
and really
why waste your time on such freaks ?
obviously they're not worth the effort
let's call this person I'm going to rant about...
hmm... ASSHOLE
and really
that's the nicest name out of all the things i want to call this person
and the tone i'm using to call this person isn't a joking tone
it's a 'i-really-wish-that-you'd-just-go-!@#$-the-hell-off* tone
and that's not good
anyway, ASSHOLE is REALLY hypocritical and LOVES to backstab
and i mean
REALLYit's not just me
and if you know me really well
it takes a lot to
REALLY piss me off
so anyway
this person, 'ASSHOLE'
decides to one day give me the cold shoulder i.e. attitude me
for like
hmm.. let's see..
NO FREAKING REASON
someone say 'ohwow'
and when this person feels like it
this person will decide to be my best friend in the whole wide world
and me
being the nice, sweet person that everyone knows (shuddup robin, dont interrupt me when i'm pissed off and ranting)
decides to let bygones be bygones
and be friends with this person once more
here's the fun part
this isn't the FIRST time this person has done this
it isn't the second either
i mean like, if it's the first
you can put it off as like a bad hair day or something
if its the second
well maybe it's you and your wrong timing
but it's the freaking i-don't-know-what-time
i think i should just snap out of it and wake up
so after awhile
i decided to just freaking cut this person out of my life
hohoho~
this person gets the idea
and after awhile this person stops talking to me
so we go on our lives pretending that the other doesn't exists
and suddenly this person decides to be my best friend again
and even though there wasn't any apology made
i still made friends again
half of me wanted to just tell this person 'oh, screw the hell off!'
the other half is still willing to let bygones by bygones
ugh.
why am i always like this ?
another little bone is (this one shuxin and robin would know)
well you know what ?
i shan't say it
argh
why don't you just forget this whole post
and pretend you can't see it
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:04