mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Sunday, 29 November 2009
prom pictureshahah someone say "finally" :D
me shuxin and ryan(:
we fought and made up :P
amaaaaaaaazing voice
justinnnnnn~
i was dancing with farahhh(: can you see abidah ? :P
peien(:
cruise pictures :DD
ernest and marcus
its a SUBMARINE :D how cool is that ?!
he's got his gangster stare on... :P
his excuse for his weird smile : i dont smile
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:41
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
my laptop's downnnn
D;
argh.
damn thing. *kicks the laptop*
im meeting robin and gang for lunch on saturdayyyy
:D
wheeee ~
hahah miss them much
not robin thou... *evil grin*
edward owes me a big big 'iie lurbblurbb euu worzxzxzx'
hahah
im off on a cruise tomorrow
will miss my baby much
but i dont think he cares anyway
whahaha !
i cut my hair todayy
its a bob cutt
ohman
my brother says i look like a guy now
hahah
i think my baby is gonna be annoyed with me
before you (SEOW SHU XIN) ask
nope th prom pictures arent uploaded yet
*grins*
hahah !
wait larhhs
laptop spoil lah
tsk
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:23
Monday, 23 November 2009
im onlineeeeeeeeeeeee:D
shh dont tell shuxin
cos i haven't uploaded prom pictures yet
i knw
damn lazyy
hahah
im going on a cruise on wednesday
i think shuxin will be at the habour with a chopper cos i still havent passed her th prom pictures
:P
prom was fineee
mighty fineee
hahah
all positive feedback
whooo ~
we were so afraid of receiving bad feedback cos there were alot of screw-ups on th way
hahah thank God it went albeit smoothly
anyway
after the busy busy week
its back to meetings
rawr
hahah okay im lying
i dont mind it much
i actually enjoy myself
im mad hahah
Magnificat is starting again*ohyeah!*
its been looooooooooooooooooong since our last meeting
okay im damn hyper these few days...
shld tone down abit
hah
wish i had thought about it more carefully thou..
now im stuck wondering if i made the right choice
if im doing the correct things
making the correct decisions on behalf of the group
recently i keep asking myself
did i make the correct decisions ?
or did i choose on the spur of the moment ?
am i really suited for this ?
can i really handle it ?
when it comes down to it, will i really be able to guide everyone ?
will i be able to depend to thm to help me ?
im not worried about the girls
i have no idea why
i dont know them very well
but i feel that i can depend on them to do the necessary things
and to prioritize what's important
the guys im not so sure..
maybe its me
having my expectations to high
but what if im right ? We should get jerseys cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right
Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 17:50
Monday, 9 November 2009
guilty much ?
hah
anyways
im sad
really really sad
im sad cos yoshi's leaving soon ):
im going to cry soon
it's quite dumb cause it's not as if he won't be coming back
he'll be coming back during th dec hols
but i think i'll miss him much
cause i've spent alot of time with him
dang do i get attached easliy
argh
im so upset about it that i took it out on my smelly boy
):
sorry smelly boy
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:51
Saturday, 7 November 2009
2 monthsyay !
hahah wth
still at least congratulate me for being enthu about it
and shut your eyes tight and pray hard
that i'll always be like that
:P
buuuuuuuuuut
don't tell me to last long
or any other couple crap
me dont like
i'm weird that's why
HAHAH
smelly boy taught me how to play dynasty warriors on ps3
now im hooked on it
can't wait for O's to be over
thn i can play it everyday
:D
ZOIEyou asked why do i keep getting into relationships
when i know i'll get hurt in the end
why the need for a guy to be around
when i'm better off without them
you asked why won't i wait for the perfect guy
that God had made for me
i couldn't answer you then
cause i didn't know what to say
but now i know why
cause what if the perfect guy was in front of me all along ?
what if i see him
and decide 'no he can't be it'
and move on with my life
won't that God tailored-made man be wasted ?
what God has planned, we'll never know
we're but humans
and we can't decide who's the perfect one for me
it's not that i think you're silly or anything
i admire your ideals
and respect your decision
but
we are made in the likeness of God
but of different in personalities
we have different perspectives and ideals
we are not the same
that's why we are made unique
i keep getting hurt
i don't mind
i am surrounded by great fantastic people
whom i know will help to pull me up
at the same time
i really appreciate each moment God lets me experience
the ups AND the downs
because now
when i see someone else going through what i went through
i can relate to them
and i have an advantage over all the rest
because i can help and pull such people through
because i know what they'll want to hear
i won't wait for the perfect guy
i can't match up to you in that aspect
but neither will i let go of my principles
i'll take everything life throws at me
and when i can't handle it
i'll just run back to my family and friends who'll patch me up
and throw me back out
i know who those friends are
but now i'm just wondering
if you'll be one of them
you've done alot for me
and i dont want to lose you as a friend
so now
it's all up to you
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:52
Wednesday, 4 November 2009
because best friends never steal your boyfriends .
even more so , they'll ask before they go out with your exmy tribute to four years in secondary schoolhah
anyways
english P1&2 down
emaths P1&2 down
combine humans down
chem P2 down
physics P2 down
left with
bio P2
chem P1
bio P1
physics P1
CL P1&2
screw cambridge
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:20