mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Saturday, 7 November 2009
2 monthsyay !
hahah wth
still at least congratulate me for being enthu about it
and shut your eyes tight and pray hard
that i'll always be like that
:P
buuuuuuuuuut
don't tell me to last long
or any other couple crap
me dont like
i'm weird that's why
HAHAH
smelly boy taught me how to play dynasty warriors on ps3
now im hooked on it
can't wait for O's to be over
thn i can play it everyday
:D
ZOIEyou asked why do i keep getting into relationships
when i know i'll get hurt in the end
why the need for a guy to be around
when i'm better off without them
you asked why won't i wait for the perfect guy
that God had made for me
i couldn't answer you then
cause i didn't know what to say
but now i know why
cause what if the perfect guy was in front of me all along ?
what if i see him
and decide 'no he can't be it'
and move on with my life
won't that God tailored-made man be wasted ?
what God has planned, we'll never know
we're but humans
and we can't decide who's the perfect one for me
it's not that i think you're silly or anything
i admire your ideals
and respect your decision
but
we are made in the likeness of God
but of different in personalities
we have different perspectives and ideals
we are not the same
that's why we are made unique
i keep getting hurt
i don't mind
i am surrounded by great fantastic people
whom i know will help to pull me up
at the same time
i really appreciate each moment God lets me experience
the ups AND the downs
because now
when i see someone else going through what i went through
i can relate to them
and i have an advantage over all the rest
because i can help and pull such people through
because i know what they'll want to hear
i won't wait for the perfect guy
i can't match up to you in that aspect
but neither will i let go of my principles
i'll take everything life throws at me
and when i can't handle it
i'll just run back to my family and friends who'll patch me up
and throw me back out
i know who those friends are
but now i'm just wondering
if you'll be one of them
you've done alot for me
and i dont want to lose you as a friend
so now
it's all up to you
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:52