mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Monday, 23 November 2009
im onlineeeeeeeeeeeee:D
shh dont tell shuxin
cos i haven't uploaded prom pictures yet
i knw
damn lazyy
hahah
im going on a cruise on wednesday
i think shuxin will be at the habour with a chopper cos i still havent passed her th prom pictures
:P
prom was fineee
mighty fineee
hahah
all positive feedback
whooo ~
we were so afraid of receiving bad feedback cos there were alot of screw-ups on th way
hahah thank God it went albeit smoothly
anyway
after the busy busy week
its back to meetings
rawr
hahah okay im lying
i dont mind it much
i actually enjoy myself
im mad hahah
Magnificat is starting again*ohyeah!*
its been looooooooooooooooooong since our last meeting
okay im damn hyper these few days...
shld tone down abit
hah
wish i had thought about it more carefully thou..
now im stuck wondering if i made the right choice
if im doing the correct things
making the correct decisions on behalf of the group
recently i keep asking myself
did i make the correct decisions ?
or did i choose on the spur of the moment ?
am i really suited for this ?
can i really handle it ?
when it comes down to it, will i really be able to guide everyone ?
will i be able to depend to thm to help me ?
im not worried about the girls
i have no idea why
i dont know them very well
but i feel that i can depend on them to do the necessary things
and to prioritize what's important
the guys im not so sure..
maybe its me
having my expectations to high
but what if im right ? We should get jerseys cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right
Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 17:50