mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
listen to the crows' melody
Friday, 2 April 2010
cause everytime she cuts you
im bleedingrawr. i wish i can take you away
and hide you somewhere
that nobody can find you
and steal you
and hurt you
):
but you're not mine to keep
and i have not right to stake a claim
so we're stuck in this mess
where im asking all the whys
and you dont seem to see what's already in front of you
im selfish and bitchy i suppose
and i keep making selfish decisions
when what you really need right now
is rational thoughts
this is a weird triangle
it shouldnt be here at all
a horrible secret im keeping
a terrible temptation of the future
i think i should leave
before anyone gets hurt
i shouldnt talk to you anymore
because im a traitor to another
would it be wrong to say that
when you came to me i was happy?
i felt special and horrible
a mash of emotions everywhere?
would you still come
if you knew?
what im doing is actually
horribly selfish ?
then again
my secret
kept from everyone
i cant tell a soul
or everything will be spoilt
and we don't want that now, do we?love's a bitch right now
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:24