mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
like a wilting rose, love can fade
Friday, 30 April 2010
so many things i want to tell you
but i can't even look at you in the eye
so it's best if i kept my mouth shutthe things you do for them
why do you not do them for me?
i bet
you can't even tell what i left behind
everything's changing again
if only time can turn back
maybe this time
i'll run
far away
cause i'm sick
and tired
of competing
against two things i know i can never win
the computer
and the friends you hold so dearly
i keep getting the feeling
that i made a mistake
its small
and repairable
but a mistake nonetheless
maybe
just maybe
i should have chosen the other road instead
i am now learning
'sorry' don't actually make up for anything
unless you make good on it
unless you mean it
unless you can be sure it wont ever happen again
otherwise 'sorry, i'll change'
doesn't mean anything at all
i am now learning
exactly how much i really mean to you
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:07