mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
kiss under the stars tonight
Sunday, 30 May 2010
we made that promise
with your lips on minebit by bit
my little toys are leaving me
if i could
i'd tie them down
and have them near me
forever ever after
but things don't work this way
all i can do
is just sit and watch
while each and everyone of them
walks away
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:08
lifelong agreement
Sunday, 23 May 2010
a fireproof marriage doesn't means that the fire won't ever come.
it means when it does, it'll be able to withstand itpeople give up too easily
give in too fast
bend to quickly
just like a relationship
whether with a friend or someone more then that
when people say 'i do'
for better or for worse
they usually only mean for the better
you
you were always going to my king
and i
i was always going to be your queen
but life
life won't stop for us
if we could
we'd leave the real world behind
when it comes
can we stand the heat
or would we
crumble to dust like the sandcastles in the air
he asked me
"what is your dream?"
i replied
"to be legend, someone out of this world."
then i asked him
"will you be there for me?"
and he answered
"always, and forever"
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:11
If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
the one where you and i fall in love and live happily ever after
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:05
and i begged you to stay
you said you'll call
but i know you won'ti dont like losing things
especially my things
it's a fact i admit
im possessive
and freaking obsessive as well
its like some sort-of weird disorder
i can't control
that's why i'm afraid of you
we laugh
we kiss
we hug
i tell you things
but you
you don't tell me anything
which makes me think
'what if we end up like them?'
and you wont answer
i know you wont
because you cant promise me the world
like all the other guys
but its because you can't promise me the world
that im in love with you
but
i am after all still a girl
and sometimes
i like to hear sweet nothings too
even though they are all empty promises
its 'what's gonna happen next'
that scares me the most
because the state im in right now
makes me afraid to take a leap of faith
so im stuck here
wondering what's gonna happen next
while you
all of you
are moving along without me
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:49
new year , new life
Sunday, 16 May 2010
and i feel like taking off
let me be your supernova
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me the chance to get it rightbecause im too lazy to talk
i'll just upload chunks of pictures
and list who wished me.
hmm...
yup
im lazy
dionne ang♥
shocked th life out of me when suddenly i had some package to accept
history class' - goki and cherry♥
they got me tom and jerry !!! ;D
baby♥
hahah oxox
hmm still got shuxin and kairu♥
but she(SEOW SHUXIN) hasnt uploaded them pictures
dien and kaiyuan spent a day with me♥
okayy
now the people who wished me...
i think i might forget somee... :P
zoethe noisy monkey upstairs
shh stop making so much noise
dont disturb your poor neighbours :D
robinyou owe me my notes... -.-
im not happy with you until i get them backk
edwardT.T he wished me late
pop, mark, michaelyou're together cos its easier for me(:
weiwenhahah didnt expect that one coming !
kaisiangnever fail one. always remembers. this guy is awesome
sometimes...
angela♥
jeromehe managed to spare a few seconds to write on my FB wall
heehee he had db at uob kayhian today
hope it went well(:
lihao, isabel, jordan, tabsy, ratsy noorie, and alot other 4a5 '09oxox
everyone elsenot cos im ungrateful
im just really lazy
♥ for you cos you made my day better and better(:
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:23
your ugliness, it blinds me
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
sometimes, it seems like
i'm the illusioned one
and you, my dear, are the illusionistanswering phone calls everyday
not knowing their faces
but sure of one thing
some of these people are
beyond uglybeauty, unfortunately, is skin deep
so tell me, who's the ugly one now?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:23
What's one thing you own that you should probably throw away, but never will?
Sunday, 9 May 2010
your pictures hanging on the wall
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:05
humans, the cruel beings of all
Saturday, 8 May 2010
i feel the loneliest
when i'm surrounded by peoplethe world spins on
waiting for no one
not you
not me
if you think that
for a moment time had stopped
you thought wrong
because the world is still spinning on
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:36
the unpretty world
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
i think maybe, i fell in love
at first sight.
but that's just maybeit's screwed up.
i friggin forgot to pay for my exams
shit
life's is frigging gay
when there's shit
it'll keep piling up
wth
i dont feel like doing anything
i dont feel like celebrating
i dont feel like livng
i just want to go away
and find myself again
cause its a screwed up world out here
fag.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:22