mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
and i begged you to stay
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
you said you'll call
but i know you won'ti dont like losing things
especially my things
it's a fact i admit
im possessive
and freaking obsessive as well
its like some sort-of weird disorder
i can't control
that's why i'm afraid of you
we laugh
we kiss
we hug
i tell you things
but you
you don't tell me anything
which makes me think
'what if we end up like them?'
and you wont answer
i know you wont
because you cant promise me the world
like all the other guys
but its because you can't promise me the world
that im in love with you
but
i am after all still a girl
and sometimes
i like to hear sweet nothings too
even though they are all empty promises
its 'what's gonna happen next'
that scares me the most
because the state im in right now
makes me afraid to take a leap of faith
so im stuck here
wondering what's gonna happen next
while you
all of you
are moving along without me
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:49