mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
mirror mirror, i wish i didn't look like that
Monday, 5 July 2010
my biggest fear?
is to become the exact person you areself-destruction.
gone are them happy days.
all of it now seems so superficial
i suppose i need to stop lying
and wake up
what's bad for me
doesn't necessarily seem to be bad
and what's good for me
doesn't necessarily seem to be good
im a mess now
all back to square one
disgusting little square one
im glad to have someone on my side though
even though im doing everything wrong
they tell me its alright
because they believe i can make things right again
and it's really comforting to have such people
because it makes me believe in myself
believe in my dreams
and finally fight for them
even though i am such a screw-up
they don't seem to think so
and it makes me glad
and makes me want to live again
such a simple thing
to believe in someone
and to tell them that everyting's gonna be alright
so insignificant
and yet so substantial
i think i need some time now
i think its time to leave
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:22