mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
unchangable, so play on
Tuesday, 17 August 2010
them jealous people will always bring us down
so just close your eyes and believe in youplay on even if you're losing the game
its worth the sacrifice
if anyone asked me
"do you regret not studying harder for your O's?"
i'd reply no
i've met many people this past year
some good
some bad
some typically bitchy people like certain 'someone's i know back in school
in some ways i think im more matured now
i always tell grace
i'm a kid
struggling between two personalities
one with an old old lady
another with a childish personality
she still doesn't get it
cause sometimes i know what i'm doing is wrong
but i'd still do it anyway
and maybe i'll look back one day and say
"damn, how could i have been so stupid?"
but i'm still a kid
i'm 17
i'm allowed to make the same mistakes you did when you were my age
and perhaps even more
because it's these ridiculous mistakes that helped shaped me
my happy times and sad times
i'm still a mold being shaped
and i think i won't be completed until my deathbed
neither would you
so why do you do that one ridiculous thing
you've always wanted to do
but haven't got around to do it
cause everyone tells you it's stupid ?
it's the third year since you've been gone
darling most of us are grown now
everyone's changing
it seems like i'm being left behind
like i always do
i wish you were back to hold my hand
and guide me on my way some days
but today i can smile
cause you've taught me
life is crap
you just got to deal with it
but just for a moment
can i take a breather
and cry ?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:18