mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
i wish with all my heart
Thursday, 30 September 2010
if you would allow me to,
let me cry for youyou
are most definitely keeping your tears in
gawd
i hate that
i hate you
not being you
i hate you
being quiet for once in your entire life
you
who always had an opinion
you
who never could keep your mouth shut
yeah
i hate it when you blab all the secrets i told you
but i hate even more
you who have nothing to say
i hate that sad look that's in your eyes
when you think no one's looking
i hate the fact that you're laughing
when you're actually struggling to breathe
i'm wondering when will you notice
i hate the fact that you're hurting this way
and i'm worried for you
you should not hurt the way i did
i don't like the fact that
i can't help you
the way you did
just cause you're older and you need to be strong
idiot, i love you
so will you just cry already
instead of keeping it all in
and drowning yourself in the process
when i'm down
somehow i always try to convince myself
others have it worse
but how can i
when everything's falling apart in front of meP.S.
angelindenial has moved. new link up in the side bar.
posting new and re-posting old works so be patient.
so on good brilliant days you'll see pieces of the future.
on dark gloomy days you'll see remains of the past.
with much love,
n.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:02
new beginnings
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
i love you.
that's why i'm breaking up with you.sometimes
you just need to disappear for a moment
and come back
better then ever
sometimes
goodbyes aren't really goodbyes
they're hiding wonderful beginnings
with new mistakes ahead
sometimes
we need to take a step back
and look at the bigger picture
so we can make better changes
sometimes.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 18:20
If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?
the one with all your dirty secrets sweetheart
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:15
hey, i love your poems <3
Monday, 20 September 2010
thnks, love(:
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 11:22
Hi! do u have www.asк.fm account? it looks like a new sensation after formspring. everybody talking about it. :)
not at the moment. still thinking about it. maybe one day(:
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 11:21
one inch at a time
Saturday, 4 September 2010
it's difficult to be brave and courageous
in the face of the unknown future
but i think
i'll walk it with youone year ago
i'd probably be flitting around
not caring
today
i'm afraid of what i dont know
i'm afraid of barely making it
what will happen tomorrow
what will happen the day after
what will happen ten years down the road
i'm afraid of them all
you and i have many dreams
all of them interlinked and crossing over
you and i have many things to do
togetherand what if we don't make it there ?
what will happen to all these dreams ?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 14:30