mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
i wish with all my heart
Thursday, 30 September 2010
if you would allow me to,
let me cry for youyou
are most definitely keeping your tears in
gawd
i hate that
i hate you
not being you
i hate you
being quiet for once in your entire life
you
who always had an opinion
you
who never could keep your mouth shut
yeah
i hate it when you blab all the secrets i told you
but i hate even more
you who have nothing to say
i hate that sad look that's in your eyes
when you think no one's looking
i hate the fact that you're laughing
when you're actually struggling to breathe
i'm wondering when will you notice
i hate the fact that you're hurting this way
and i'm worried for you
you should not hurt the way i did
i don't like the fact that
i can't help you
the way you did
just cause you're older and you need to be strong
idiot, i love you
so will you just cry already
instead of keeping it all in
and drowning yourself in the process
when i'm down
somehow i always try to convince myself
others have it worse
but how can i
when everything's falling apart in front of meP.S.
angelindenial has moved. new link up in the side bar.
posting new and re-posting old works so be patient.
so on good brilliant days you'll see pieces of the future.
on dark gloomy days you'll see remains of the past.
with much love,
n.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:02