mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
creation as it seems
Saturday, 2 October 2010
it's like heaven and earth
together with a pinch of helli have alot of jumbled up thoughts to say
or type
which ever you prefer
and i'm throwing it all here
making my blog a wonderful
dumpsite
so..
3
2
1
let's go.
superficial. face-value. pride.
ego has no place in a relationship.
i'm losing it
you know it
bah
my head's pounding
like everything wants to jump out at one shot
but it can't
so they are like pounding on my skull
screw-ups
two years back
i was sure that i could handle the heat
now im not too sure
it's fucked up out there
and i just want to curl up at home
in your arms
and sleep
get out of my face
pissing me off
shit
my vocab's getting worse
i'm finding it harder and harder to speak properly
i can't talk without stumbling these days
why's that i wonder
i can't find the words
my words
they're disappearing one by one
i feel a need to move
do something
i feeling like running
wasting all my energy till i can't move anymore
it's like living constantly on adrenaline rushes
and caffeine-highs
need to move
and soon
head-bang
help.
or not.
hmm
humm
shit.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:41