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In 365 Days♥
"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Welcome to 365 Days of my life.
In 365 Days
just ask♥
ask them questions
don't leave your answers
maybe , i dont know
Wednesday, 27 October 2010
seems like i'm no longer laughing
seems like we're fighting more each day
i want to know
what are we fighting for
i'm afraid
sometimes you're like all of them
thrown together
to mess me up
sometimes
you talk to much
promise me empty promises
and do too little
sometimes
you don't talk at all
keeping everything to yourself
making me wonder what's going on
point 1 - what are we fighting for
what if we're at the end already
what if you're fighting for a pointless cause
what if we're not meant to be
maybe i'm thinking too much again
as usual
like normal
but you're not giving me
the security
to not think to much
point 2 - what if i'm right and you're wrong
what if i'm right about you
what if you're just in love with the idea of being in love
what if you subconsciously chose me because i was there
it's too easy
it's not supposed to be this easy
good things don't happen to me
i'm supposed to be disappointed
hurt and writhing in pain
i'm supposed to be left alone
point 3 - i'm tired, i'm sure you are too
aren't you
me being bitchy and unreasonable
you never taking the initiative
it's mind-fucking
we going over it almost EVERY SINGLE MONTH
it's more then enough
point 4 - i don't know anymore
we knew from the start
this might not have a happy ending
we kept hoping it would though
now i'm stuck in-between
to let go , or not to let go
i don't know about you (you never tell me anything)
**** **** ****
i don't think you'll see this though
it's not as if you're those guy
who will give a shit a save my blog website somewhere
they do have this thing called favourites you know ?
i'm contradicting myself now
i know
it was just 8days ago when i said
"let's take it slow" and "if we work hard we'll make it"
i don't know
i'm having a migraine now
just from trying to figure us out
my Mr. Perfect in my head would go
"baby, we don't need figuring out.
there's you. and there's me.
and then, there's us. simple as that"
but it ain't fair to you
it isn't fair at all
i should be fair - or at least attempt to
but i don't know what to do anymore
i just don't
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:57