mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
tandem
Monday, 31 January 2011
i like walking in tandem
with you
in the rain
at nighti feel like i'm falling apart somedays
caught in-between
i don't know what i should do
am i doing the right thing ?
what if its a 'i told you so'
but i'm falling deeper
more and more
each day
if retribution comes
i hope it only happens to me
and no one else
will get hurt
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:50
and when we kiss
Thursday, 27 January 2011
sparks fly
like the forth of julywhen it comes
it comes
for now
i'll just enjoy our time together
give me a little more time
i'll do right by you this time
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:32
time's all everyone needs
Wednesday, 26 January 2011
just a little more time honey
and i'll let you pull me alongyou're like a river
pulling every one along
and never stopping for anyone
he was a lake
the only time you see it move
was when you watch the ripples on the surface
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:18
i apologize
Tuesday, 25 January 2011
blame it on my fickle hearti realised my JAE application results
comes out tomorrow at 8am
oooh...
ahh screw it
been there done that
can't remember most of it
hah
well more like died once already
what does it matter if i died again ?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:17
don't look back
Monday, 10 January 2011
but i already knew
that he'd never do that for meif i made this decision
i have to stick to it
i can't turn back time
i can't look back
there's no more going back
once i've done this
and i'm going to hurt
everyone who cared about me
i know i shouldn't be selfish
but i can't help it
the grass is always greener
on the other side
and yet
the only miserable thing i can say
is 'i'm sorry'
which doesn't really cover it
i only can say
i'm leaving
to stick my head up in the clouds
with him with me
because you
could never do that
but i'll always remember you
and what i've done to you
i'll probably need you
to hate me
for what
i am about to do
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:12
tell me how, now ?
Sunday, 9 January 2011
and i'm fickle-minded, bitchy
and impossible to pleasei wonder
if i really am falling for you
because
with you
i can speak my mind
and not stop to
make it simpler
for you to understand
with you
i know what you'd do
because
it's the exact same thing
i'd do if i were you
with you
i'm always laughing
cause you have tales to telling
and we have
tons of inside jokes shared
but
that's just for now
our little scandal has
to end
what am i going to do
i don't know myself
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:19
and i no longer know
Sunday, 2 January 2011
and your light shines brighter
then any otherto tell you honestly
i dont know what i should do any longer
sometimes i get so caught up in the moment
i forget that everything can disappear in a split second
i spent those special days with you
when it was supposed to be spent with someone else
im confused now
"no pressure" you said
"i want you to choose what you think is best for yourself"but i dont know what's best for me
there are 1001 what-ifs and maybes
and when i think of them
i just can't make up my mind
i only know one thing
i shouldn't have gotten close to you
cause now
all three of us are going to end up hurt
instead of just two
and if i feel like being a real bitch
i could probably throw in another one into the equation
so that all of us can get broken hearts together
fml.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:17