mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
don't look back
Monday, 10 January 2011
but i already knew
that he'd never do that for meif i made this decision
i have to stick to it
i can't turn back time
i can't look back
there's no more going back
once i've done this
and i'm going to hurt
everyone who cared about me
i know i shouldn't be selfish
but i can't help it
the grass is always greener
on the other side
and yet
the only miserable thing i can say
is 'i'm sorry'
which doesn't really cover it
i only can say
i'm leaving
to stick my head up in the clouds
with him with me
because you
could never do that
but i'll always remember you
and what i've done to you
i'll probably need you
to hate me
for what
i am about to do
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:12