mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
the truth about me
Monday, 6 June 2011
if i showed you the real me
would you run awaywhat if
i'm really an insecure person
who's clingy and needy
would you still stick around ?
what if
i like stupid things like
reading and gaming
would you still stay ?
what if
in some ways
i have the same traits that you condemn
would you still be here ?
sometimes
we aren't careful of what we say
and we condemn people for their actions
like how some people are whiny
or how some people keep trying to catch up with others materialistically
and we dont see how
our words affects other people
and put pressure on them
not to be like that
and then these people
become so fake and pretentious
that
even they, themselves,
forget who they once were
i'm not a saint
i'm not independent
i'm not perfect
i'm clingy
i worry over things you'd never thought about
i need someone
who can constantly tell me
they aren't leaving
i can't keep to time
i get mood-swings
when i'm angry
i hate hearing the word "sorry"
when you don't even know why you're apologizing
i'm selfish
i don't like sharing things
i don't like people taking my things away
i don't like people touch my things
i'm bitchy
i bitch about everyone all the time
i'm not some great person at heart
i sometimes do things
for a selfish reason
would you still stick by me?{note}
sometimes i wonder if
you're really listening to what i'm saying
because i keep saying the same things over and over again
but you're still not getting the message
it makes me wonder
if you were really a right decision made
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:46