mystery♥.
.
dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
,
And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
pain doesn't hurt when it's all you've ever felt
Saturday, 16 July 2011
it's a cycle you can't stop
and i was a fool to think you couldi'm ugly
soul-deep
and you're pathetic
trying to be something you can never be
i'm going back
to the familiar pain
my drug
that keeps me going
i'm sorry i couldn't keep my promise
i'm sorry i lied
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:08
communication
Thursday, 7 July 2011
my sandcastles in the sky
that i keep building
keep crumbling down
from above mesometimes it seems like
we'll make it
other times i think of things
that i wished weren't so
i keep wanting perfection
when i know that it exists in imperfection
i just refuse to accept that fact
you and i
are star-crossed lovers
we don't match at all
not in any way
but you and i
keep fighting for what
we think i worth fighting for
what we try to keep
but we all know how it ended
they died in the end
and so could we
if we keep on fighting
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:27
affirmed
Monday, 4 July 2011
you affirming me
made me realise why God put me through so much shitit's humbling
and exhilarating at the same time
when someone affirms me like that
and i really needed it
it was a long time coming
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:49
secretly a bookworm
Sunday, 3 July 2011
Ignorance may be bliss, but it certainly is not freedom, except in the minds of those who prefer darkness to light and chains to liberty. The more true information we can acquire, the better for our enfranchisement.
ROBERT HUGH BENSON, Intellectual Slavery
Instructions: Look at the list and highlight those you have read.
1
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen 2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte4
Harry Potter series - JK Rowling 5
To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee6
The Bible7
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10
Great Expectations - Charles Dickens11
Little Women - Louisa M Alcott12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21
Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell22
The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 T
he Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams 27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29
Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll30
The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32
David Copperfield - Charles Dickens33
Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis 34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36
The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39
Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden40
Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne41
Animal Farm - George Orwell42
The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46
Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery 47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54
Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57
A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night - Mark Haddon60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64
The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold65
Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70
Moby Dick - Herman Melville71
Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens 72
Dracula - Bram Stoker73
The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett 74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76
The Inferno – Dante77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81
A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87
Charlotte’s Web - EB White88
The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom89
Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle90
The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97
The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
Total : 39/100
The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books here.
So, apparently i'm not most people -.-
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 15:54
conceptions
i dreamt of a world
where things weren't so complicated
and everything was just
black and whitesometimes i wished
i lived in a snow globe
watching the world pass me by
while i
stay safely inside.
It was magical
With the instrumental music
Playing in the background
And the sea breeze ruffling our hair
-
Magical Musical
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:55