mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
i still remember / and i'll never forget
Monday, 8 August 2011
i have no clue where i'm headed now
there are too many things blocking my way
that i can't see the road anymore4 years passed
and we've all (almost) moved on
long forgotten about you
but i'm still dedicating
a post each year
for you
regret still burns me
everytime i think of you
all those "what-ifs" kill me inside bit by bit
i'm in poly now
finally
even though i said i wanted to go to JC
things change
plans change
and before i knew it, i changed
can you see what's going to happen
to me
from where you are?
could you tell me
what's going to happen?
cause i'm barely hanging on again
why is it
everytime this date comes around
i'm always barely hanging on?
will there ever be a year
where i'll say
i'm having fun, for once?
i'm losing everyone again
just cause of one decision i made
they're leaving me in disgust (finally i suppose)
it hurts
losing your best friends
because they can't understand
it hurts
leaving my past behind
just because i want to move forward
it hurts
killing who i am
to be who what they want me to be
you'd understand that
won't you?
cause you were the same
i'll lit a candle
for you again
trying to say how sorry i am
i hope you can hear me
and forgive me
and thanks for listening in again.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:26