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In 365 Days♥
"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Welcome to 365 Days of my life.
In 365 Days
just ask♥
ask them questions
don't leave your answers
see through
Thursday, 29 September 2011
We're no good for each other
But neither can I survive without you
We're falling apart
Because
We can't seem to remember
The promises we made to each other
We were both selfish people
Refusing to change
Not wanting to adapt
So we fall apart
Tonight you didn't call
Last night you didn't tell me
You loved me
Tomorrow you'll go
Whether we end here or not
Is your choice to make
Because I'm tired
Of making decisions for us
But if you're too busy
I understand
I'll go
I'll smile and say goodbye
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 04:22
tired
Thursday, 22 September 2011
In a relationship
Two or more people work to make it happen
Or it isn't a relationship at all
You can have all the money in the world
But you can't buy happiness
I thought you knew
Guess you didn't
Is it too much
To ask for a man
Not a boy ?
Just a grown-up man ?
I don't care
If your face looks like crap
Or if your bank book says zero
It was never about those
I simply want
A guy that will stand by me.
Who will support and care for me.
Who loves me.
But it seems like,
I'm asking for the impossible.
Because to you, doing herculean tasks
Is easier then loving me.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 05:43
stonewall
Friday, 16 September 2011
So we make our own way out
Since you tried to block all exit routes
You can block all the exits
We'll just make new ones
You can run us down
We'll just pull you down to stand up
You can't break us
Because we won't allow you
You can't break us
Because only we can break ourselves
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 18:11
padlock
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
I hate you
Because I'm afraid of you
I'm sorry
And so I promise
I will try not
To turn out like you
So
I lock everything
Under mountains of padlocks
And
I pray that
They won't rust
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 11:39
unknown
Saturday, 10 September 2011
Knowing what i want
But not knowing how to get there
And if i can even make it
Is frightening
I refuse to be like you
Forever self-pitying
Forever self-glorifying
And when things go wrong, you blame everyone else
The cycle stops here
I won't be like any of you
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:43
(not so) helping hand
Tuesday, 6 September 2011
I think I probably
Added on to the destruction
of their belief in humanity
We go there
And hold their hands
And make them laugh
Then we go home
Thinking we did good
Believing we helped them
When actually we probably helped
To destroy their remaining trust and faith
In pathetic humanity
- Reasons why I hate Mission Trips
Labels: Reasons Why I Hate Mission Trips
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 03:57
post-it reminders
Monday, 5 September 2011
it's beautiful
that's why when it cuts
you can't stop bleeding
post-it reminders
to remind me
to be careful
what he says to me
has been said to someone else
and i shouldn't trust him
after all
it's not as if
he's done anything to gain that trust
after all
it's not as if
he's done anything to gain that trust
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 05:50
repeating history
Thursday, 1 September 2011
A teacher told me once
"History repeats itself,
and we learn it in hope that it doesn't."
But it does, Mister, no matter how much we learn about it.
I found God. Or rather, He found me. And He forced me to get know Him better.
And I did. I fell in love. And I thought, "Everyone should know His love too!"
Four years down the road, I couldn't be bothered anymore. Not because I lost my faith in Him. But simply because, I lost my faith in His people.
And then a thought comes. A frightful one. And maybe, I'm wrong about it, and that such things are way over my head. Which means I shouldn't think of it and let the cleverer people do that thinking instead. But, the similarities between the people of my faith and the people who were against my faith in Jesus' time are increasing. Perhaps, I'm twisting the Gospel for my own needs and reasons. But then again, these are my thoughts, not yours. And you can fuck off, if you don't want to read it.
We have become like the Rich Man who could not give up his riches to follow God. Likewise, we are unable to give up our earthly possessions to follow God.
We have become like the chief priests and scribes who mock and frown upon Jesus, simply because he was different, though they worshiped the same God. Likewise, we mock when Christians sing their praise of a loving God. We frown upon them for being loud whereas we are quiet. Even though, we worship the same Father.
We have become like the merchants who trading within the temple walls, before Jesus came to kick them out. Likewise, we check the stock markets when we are supposed to be in prayer.
I can go on and on, but I highly doubt it would be interesting. Because you know the ending of the story.
When they crucified Jesus, and He breathed His last, the temple of the chief priests and the scribes was torn into half by earthquakes. Tombs were opened and saints were raised from their sleep.
And it would happen to us.
Remember, Jesus was a nobody. He was the son of a carpenter, before He was ready to carry His cross and be the Son of God.
Remember, the first person to step into heaven, was never the holiest man, but a mere thief who had asked Jesus for redemption as he hung from the cross beside Him.
God had never glorified His name through the holiest man or the richest person. He glorified His name through tax collectors, fishermen, prostitutes. He used Joseph, son of Israel, who was envied by his brothers, to bring them peace in Egypt. And when things became harsh, He used Moses, a man who had fallen from grace to lead His people to the Promised Land. He used David, the youngest son of a shepherd, to defeat Goliath. Our God is not one who uses holy, rich people to glorify His name. Our God uses the sinners, the condemned and those who are deemed useless or weak to guide and lead His people.
And if that's what God did, who are we to do any different?
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 05:46