mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Fool
Saturday, 21 January 2012
No excuses for my actionsSometimes I'm a fool
For throwing away the people that actually care about me
And running after the people that don't
I take advantage of the fact that you care
And that you'll always be there
And selfishly use you
Forgetting that everyone has a limit
And then when you get sick of my selfishness
You turn and walk away
Only then would I run after you to tell you I'm sorry
Only then would I realise the things you've done for me
Only then would I regret my actions
What I did that night was horrible
I didn't mean to make use of you
I didn't mean to make you feel like a last choice decision
I shouldn't have called you up afterwards and rudely rubbed salt in your wounds
It was a self-centered action
I know that no amount of apologies can make you feel better
I know that things may not go back to how it was
I'm not playing the victim
Because I'm not one. You are.
I'm not good at fixing broken relationships
And I screw up more often then not
But I'm really sorry about that night.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 10:00