mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Checking In Again
Thursday, 5 July 2012
The other day I bumped into an old friend who I haven't seen in a long time.
We talked for a bit and caught up with each others lives.
I was all "same old thing" to him.
And he was all "nothing new" to me.
We laughed, cracked jokes and insulted each other. Jokingly of course.
Then it got serious.
Did I really not change? Was I really making the same mistakes again?
Maybe. Maybe not.
You know yourself best.
You know you fall and hurt too easily.
Yet you're still wearing your heart on your sleeve like you were all those years ago.
Just that your sleeves are too long and is covering it up.
We laughed.
Everyone thinks I'm heartless. Or that I don't show my emotions much. Y'know, the Ice Queen.
You? Ice Queen? Bitch please! You're an open book. Damn easy to read. Whoever can't tell what you're feeling or what you really want must be blind.
Or not understand Shakespeare.
He rolled his eyes at me.
Still blogging?
I can't find anything else better to do.
Wearing your heart on your sleeve isn't a bad thing. Just be careful. Stop looking behind you. Your eyes were made in front of you for a damn good reason. It's okay to remember memories, as long as you don't get lost in them. I've known you for awhile. You're the type of idiot who'd kill yourself over mistakes made by others. Who over-think things and drive yourself crazy over things that have already been done. Live and let live. Don't stay in your head for too long. Talk to the people you can trust more often. I'm not always going to be there to save you.
I know.
Then why aren't you any happier?
My head's driving me mad lately. I needed that reminder. Thanks much.
Meet up some place soon?
I nodded as we turned and walked back to our lives.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:57