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In 365 Days♥
"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Welcome to 365 Days of my life.
In 365 Days
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ask them questions
don't leave your answers
The Sun Will Shine Again
Thursday, 7 March 2013
I trust people easily. And because of that I get hurt. A lot.
As much as I wish to say I don't, the truth remains that I do.
Especially when I'm vulnerable.
Lately, I've been placing my trust in all the wrong people.
They turn around and hurt me.
But I'm not mad or angry or vengeful.
I just feel sorry that they turned out to be the wrong sort of people.
Slowly, I find my way back to the people who truly care.
I inch bit by bit back to the people who love and care for me.
Little by little, I get healed.
Somedays I say I wished I could go back and change certain things in my life.
But honestly, I don't.
I'm proud of the person I've become after I've experienced so many different things.
Both good and the bad things, they helped me to be a better person, to see things in a better light.
And I'm proud of myself.
So after moving things around and shifting everything into perspective, I've come to a few conclusions.
They would probably change as I grow older, experience more things, live longer.
But for now, these are what I've come to realise:
- It's both a blessing and a curse to trust people so easily. I will get hurt and continue to get hurt. But if it weren't for the fact that I trust so easily and get hurt so much, I wouldn't have found the few friends that would stick by me and help me. And for that, I am thankful. So, I will continue to wear my heart on my sleeve even though I will be hurt countlessly. Because, it's what makes me a good person.
- I have a good heart. No matter what some will say. I give my all in anything I set my mind to do. Some will never understand, nor appreciate it. But others will. And it's those others that will come to treasure the person I am, as I will them.
- I am not useless, or pathetic or have no backbone. I simply live for the moment, treasuring each and every moment I have, trying my best to preserve them. People will laugh and judge and call me a fool. But that's people being afraid of things they cannot and perhaps, will never understand. I am a nail that sticks out that people want to hammer down. But I will not be hammered down.
I am happy now. Happier than before.
I can laugh freely now.
I don't have any regrets and no longer do I torment myself with "What-ifs".
Thanks for the memories, both good and bad.
And I bid you adieu because the morrow beckons
And yester-year is long gone.
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