mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Waiting
Monday, 22 July 2013
I realised that the tears I refuse to cry in the day,
Come out at night while I sleep.
Because lately I've been waking up with crusted eyes
That can make it quite painful to open my eyes.
I haven't been able to get proper sleep either.
I go to bed and wake up even more tired than before.
Like as though I've never slept at all.
Weird dreams have also been plaguing my sleep.
But I guess this is what happens when my emotions are overshot.
With a thousand and one things to do already,
I'm just recklessly adding more things to my plate,
Taking on new projects, to tired myself out so I won't get weird dreams.
It's silly, really.
And I'm probably over-working myself.
But, ah well.
Maybe it's better this way.
I'm just waiting for Christmas to arrive.
Christmas always makes me feel safe.
And y'know what?
It's been long since I've felt safe.
Labels: In 365 Days
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