mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Connection
Thursday, 7 November 2013
People always talk about soulmates like you'd only have one and you'd be in love with them and you'd eventually marry them.
I don't disagree with the fact that you'd be in love with them. But I realised that you'd never only have one. And you probably may not marry them, but they'll still be your soulmate anyway.
So maybe we were classmates for the longest of time,
Or we only met once a week on Saturday nights,
Or maybe we met in a club, through other friends,
And I never noticed your existence much. I mean, I knew you were there, I just didn't think you were anything special. You were people who I thought I could pass that moment with.
But somehow you've managed to wriggle and weave yourselves into my life.
Maybe I've only known you for a few months.
Maybe I've known you for a decade.
But now, it seems, you are the ones who shelter me and love me when I can't love myself.
You always, always appear in the strangest of moments, especially whenever I feel like giving up. Somehow we have this telepathic connection that you'd always appear whenever I need someone.
You are seriously god-sent and I thank Him everyday for sending you into my life.
Then as though you haven't done enough, you go on and make me the happiest person on earth by telling me that you're never gonna leave me, and you'd be there to catch me when I fall if no one would.
Or you'd turn to me when we're lying in bed, in the middle of the night and tell me that no matter what I have to be happy or that you want me to meet a guy and get into a relationship so loving that the world would be jealous.
Faced with that, how am I supposed to react?
I was giving up and you come along and drag me towards the damn light at the end of the tunnel, telling me that you have faith that I can make it through.
How can I not love you?
You fight my battles that I don't want to fight and they aren't even your battles to begin with.
And no, I'm not exaggerating or being melodramatic.
I'm stating facts.
How did I get so lucky?
People usually only find one soulmate in their entire lives.
I've found so many that I realised that soul mates aren't singular. They don't just come as one person and poof, you're stuck with them forever. They can come in droves and you'll be stuck with them forever. Because you can go for months and days not talking and when you do start talking, it's like nothing's changed. Everything's the same. You're as close as ever.
Labels: Connection, In 365 Days, Soulmates
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