mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
This Too Shall Pass
Monday, 28 April 2014
These things always pass. No matter how much we feel like giving up and giving in. I can think of a thousand cliches to say but I have grown tired of words; meaningless, empty words.
"When words are your daily currency, it is easy to forget their power."
Every step that I take, doesn't seem to be leading me forward lately. I feel like I am only running around in circles, like a fool on a wild goose chase. There is a growing desperation in me to run away like a coward. And as it grows, there is also a growing dislike for my cowardice and indecisiveness. Never have I been so afraid of changes like right now. But I hold on to the fact that when I am weak, I am strong.
The actions of people set things into motion that they are so unaware about. As I watch them, I worry: do they not know the consequences of their own actions? Or is it like Wilberforce has said, "We are too young to realise that certain things are impossible. So we'll do them anyway"?
Nonetheless, if there was a moment that I can truly hate my observance, it would be right now. To be able to see through all their actions, no longer brings me the peace that information and knowledge usually brings. But rather, it has become a burden to decide what to do with the knowledge. And the knowledge also brings great pain to me. Sometimes, ignorance is truly bliss, and I wished I was ignorant right now. But I can't. This is, I suppose, the price I would have to pay for knowing.
"You may choose to look the other way, but you can never say again that you did not know."
I would like to have amnesia right now.
Or if that is not possible, than I wish to no longer meet people who are foolishly arrogant. Because it is they who continually and unknowingly hurt me each day.
I want to go back home where it is safe, where I am safe, where no one can hurt me anymore.
I want to go home.
Labels: In 365 Days
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 01:23
It's okay
Wednesday, 9 April 2014
Lately, many people have been telling me that it's not possible to have it all: money, passion and love. And I half believe it too. But then I realised that it isn't really true. You can have it all. If you don't, it only means that the time isn't right yet.
So don't stop trying and don't stop working. Keep going. And when the time is right and when you're ready, you will have it all. You only can't be complacent about it. You have to work to prepare yourself for that moment.
Keep reaching. Don't settle. Dream big but stay grounded. Amazing takes time,and when it happens you'll look back and realize it was worth it in the end.
Labels: In 365 Days
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:22