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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Saturday, 21 February 2009
piss of, why dont you?i'm so sick of it all
i never wanted to be the leader in the first place
i never said, "ohohoh! i'll be the leader!"
no.
you guys made me the leader
or have you forgotten?
so why dont you stuff the attitude
and shove it somewhere else?
i cant please everyone
i can only do what i think is best for the dumb group
and you dont know just exactly how pissed i am
one by one pissing me off
with your ******* attitudes
if you dont like it then dont do it
stop giving me shit
i dont deserve it
all you guys have to do is the work i gave you all
i have to co-ordinate, email big people and work things out with teachers
i wish i was in other groups
they're are so much more responsible
you guys dont even know how tough it is
i've got the same bloody homework as you guys
im not complaining
i've given you all so much exceptions
you said you cant use the comp
so i said fine
and gave you work that didnt need the internet
but you're still not happy
you said your comp spoilt
so i told you to use the school comp
but you're still not happy
so tell me
wht do you want me to do?
you all said you were hungry
so i said go eat
but be back in 10mins
caue im not sure whn the teacher will be do
but you guys didnt care
you guys were too shallow to think about others
you guys only thought for yourselves
hello? did it slip your minds or something?
that i havent eaten either?but then again
i guess you were too busy to think about anyone else but yourselves
i've got meetings with teachers
i've skipped my meals more then once
i'm so stressed that my injuries wont heal properly
and i keep forgetting important things
but i've never complained
i've done more than you guys
and i still have to complete my homework
almost every night im sleeping at 3
what about you guys?
yeah i've got one less subject then you all
but i still have almost the same amount of work
maybe more
and i never complained
or glared at you
or gave you attitude
so please stuff your ******* attitudes somewhere else
os just get lost
cause i dont derserve shit from you guys
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 12:43