mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
and you wished you could give them everything
Monday, 13 June 2011
Didn't give you all my love
I guess now I got my paybackand now they're gone
and you wished you could give them everything
whenever i'm around you
i feel miserable
like i can't wait to get it over and done with
and go off somewhere where i won't see you
i'm miserable with you
my heart aches and my head hurts
too many questions unanswered
too many insecurities, can't trust you
today they asked me if you were my ideal guy
and i said "
no"
it came so easy
without thinking, it slipped out
and before i knew it
i realized it was half-true
because i don't even know you
and neither do you know me
a week of late-night's conversation
a month's worth of meet-ups and what-nots
people don't fall that quick
love isn't something to be thrown around
i wanna start over
from the beginning
where i didn't have to worry
about getting my heart broken
where i didn't have to mind what i do
cause you weren't anyone
just no one important
i'm suffocating from all the things i can't do
how now ?
now that i've fucked up so badly.
but at the end
i wonder if you'll ever see this
or perhaps you're just like the rest
all talk, hot air, nothing done.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:10